Hurt...(Jacob Perez love story)

Love on top

::Jacob POV:: 

My eyes expanded as I tried to process what she just said. "Y-You what?" I asked holding her tight. "I remember, stupid" she said laughing. I put my hands on her cheeks and brought her face to mine. "Bonita, don't play with me. You mean you remember...everything?" I asked trying to keep myself from getting overly excited. "Yes!" she said. I hugged her so tight as I picked her up and twirled her around, while laughing. "This is great!" I screamed as I did so. I finally out her down cheesing like an idiot. My smile started to fade as I realized something. "What's wrong?" she asked worried. I didn't answer her. I was to disappointed. "Jacob...what's wrong?" she repeated in a more stern voice. "It's just--" I stopped to think about it. She put her hands on my neck and rubbed it with her fingers. I absolutely love when she does that. "Don't hide from me papi. C'mon tell me." she said softly looking me in the eyes. I guess I should just tell her. I'm not gonna lie to her anymore. I sighed "I don't want you to have your memory back." I said as I blinked slowly. She furrowed her eye brows. "Why not?" she asked softly a little disappointed as well. I wrapped my arms tighter around her waist just incase things go wrong and she tries to get away tries to get away from me again. "I don't want you to have to remember all the hurt you've gone through. You don't deserve that. I just want you to remember the good times." I said softly looking her deep in the eyes. I almost got lost in them again. She took a long breather and pushed my hair back with her palm. She then took my chin, got on her tippy toes and gave me the sweetest, softest, love filling kiss. I closed my eyes and let myself enjoy it. I wanted it to last forever. She pulled away "It's alright, Jacob. That's all behind us now. Like I said don't beat yourself up about it. We're gonna start fresh, ok?" she said smiling at me. This is one of the small reason why I love her--she always tries her best to make me feel better. I finally nodded my head while smiling at her. "Well, I'm gonna go home because I don't wanna go back there again, so bye? I guess." she said as she kissed my cheek and was about to walk away. I grabbed her arm and spun her around and brought her close to me. I love her face when I do that. "So you really think I'm gonna let you go home alone, after this? C'mon bonita, you know me better then that." I said moving her hair our of her face. "No, Jacob you don't have-" I cut her of by putting my finger on her lips. "sh, sh, sh, sh. Be quiet. I'm taking you home and that final" I said looking her in the eye. She chuckled at me "Your so persistent it's sickening" she said laughing. I wrapped my arm around her shoulder as we began walking out the back door. "Mami, don't put up a front. You know you love me." i said smiling. "Yeah, ok. You keep telling yourself that." she said playfully rolling her eyes. 

We finally got to her house. Luckily for us it was a friday. We went inside and she scanned everything and smiled. I could tell that she felt like she was at home. She faced me walked over and pecked. "What was that for?" I asked cheesing at her randomness. "For being adorable." she said smiling. I dipped her and gave her a longer kiss. I pulled away with us still in the same position. "What was that for?" she asked mimicking me. "For being the most beautiful, funny, sweetest, nicest girl in the whole world." I said meaning every word. She blushed while still in my arms. "Well damn! If I had know you were gonna say that I would made mine longer." she said laughing. I laughed with her as i brought her back to her feet. "Why are you so happy all of a sudden?" I asked her still smiling and furrowing my eye brows. "Because I have my papi and my memory back." she said wrapping her arms around my waist. I don't think my smile could get any bigger from that comment. I hugged her back and put my head on her chin as I rocked her side to side. "I'm glad to have you back too, bonita." I said softly as I kissed her forehead. We stood there for a while enjoying each others embrace. She let go, took my hand and led me to the couch. We both sat down and began watching t.v. We got comfortable on the couch and took off unnecessary clothing as we continued watching t.v. She was laying on my lap as facing the t.v as I ran my fingers down her hair. We were watching A.T.L. Yeah, I know it's old. But we didn't know what else to watch. We were at the part where they where NuNu and Rashad were.....you know. It was kinda of awkward. But not really considering I couldn't see her face. I continued playing with her hair as I ran my other hand dow her back. I know I did it on purpose but still. It's fun. I felt the chills go down her back. I stopped torturing her after about 5 minuets. I got an idea. I grabbed the remote and turned of the t.v. She lifted her head off my lap and stared at me. "Why'd you do that?" she asked softly while tilting her head. "Stand up." I said lowly. She furrowed her eye brows "Why?" she asked. "Just do it." I said shaking my head. She shrugged and did as told. I was still sitting down. "Come here." I said moving my index finger back and forth signaling her. She came closer. I grabbed her waist and made her straddle me and wrap her legs around me. "What are you doing now, boy?" she asked chuckling at me. I smiled a little. "Let's play a game." I said lowly as I gave her a lust filled/ expressionless face. "What game?" she asked as I continued playing with her hair. "The kissing game." I said smirking. She cocked her eye brow at me. "The kissing game?" she asked laughing. "Yes, the kissing game." I repeated. She looked at me suspicious as I smirked at her. "I don't know, Jacob." she said still looking at me. "C'mon. It's fun. Don't be a scardy cat." I said pouting. She still didn't budge. "Pwease?" I asked her using my famous baby face. She gave it. "Ok. Ok." she said playfully rolling her eyes and smiling. "How do you play?" she asked giving me her full attention. "Well, it's really simple. Whatever I do to you, you do to me back ok?" I asked smirking. "Ooook?" she said suspicious. "Don't worry it's fun." I said still smirking. She nodded her head. I started off by picking up her hand and kissing it. She did the same. I kissed her arm, she did the same. I kissed her shoulder, she did the same. I skipped her neck for last ;). I kissed her cheek, she smiled and did the same. I kissed her nose, she did the same. I kissed her jaw twice, she did the same. Finally I kissed her lip and while I put away I bit her bottom lip and tugged on it, letting it make a popping sound when I let go. She tensed up while blush. She took a shy breath. "C'mon this is the best part of the game." I said smirking and raising my legs making her go up and down. She scratched the side of her head then shrugged shyly. Why is she being so shy now? She leaned in and did the same thing as I did, but it was a lot slower. I felt her tongue lick my bottom lip before biting it. I got goosebumps and shivers. She pulled away and looked all shy. Uh uh. She knows what she's doing. As I kept staring at her I felt Fernando start to kick in. I felt my stare on her intensify. As mine intensified a smirk crept upon her face. "Game over." she said as she got up and walked away from me. I got up grabbed her arm and pushed her on the couch. I spead my legs across both hers while pinning her down by her wrist. I know she loves when I do that too. "The games not over till I say it's over, mami." I whispered in her ear as I bit and tugged on her earlobe. I looked at her dead in the eye. Yeah, I'm in one of my "moods". "You forgot one last body part." I said seductively while licking my lips. Her facial expression changes from a smirk to a scared expression. "A-And what might that be?" she said still trying to keep her group. I didn't answer her. I just let go of one of her wrist and ran my fingers down her neck.  She whimpered knowing what I was about to do. "Take it like a good girl." I whispered lowly. She said nothing. I leaned in and went to work on her neck. First it was little pecks but then turned into slobbery tongue filled kisses. I started licking and sucking all over it. I wasn't controlling myself, and frankly I didn't want too. From the corner of my eye I could see that her eyes were closed and her breathing was shallow and heavy. I smiled against her neck as I kept going. It was the same for about 2 min. but I decided to put her through more torture. While I was kissing her neck I put my fingers in her hair and  softly pulled her head back. She loves to be controlled Yeah, I would know. I slowly sunk my teeth into her neck. I felt like a vampire for a second. I could see her clutching the pillow trying to tame herself. "mmmm papi" she moaned. She automatically cupped her mouth, realizing what she just did. I got her. I smirked against her neck. This is hilarious, but fun. I finally pulled away realizing that I left a passion mark on her neck....oop. She got up with an embarrassed expression her face. She touched her neck then immediately ran to the bathroom. I just sat there like nothing happened and began watching t.v. After about 7 minuets she came back. She had a lust filled look on her face while giving me a sexual glare. I shot her one back. She breathed heavily. It's like we were talking dirty to each other in our minds. I licked my lips and clothed the pillow while staring at me. She ran her fingers through her hair, bit her lip and winked at me. After a while of mind- r*ping each other we just started laughing. She came over and slapped my arm. "Ouch, what was that for?" I asked trying to act innocent. "You know what you did" she said giving me a stale face. I tried to hug her but she pushed me away. "No, I'm mad at you." she said crossing her arms. I stared at her, as glanced at me and look back, trying to hide a smile. I scooted closer to her and slowly uncrossed her arms. "Don't front, bonita. You know you can never stay mad at me." I said as I kissed her cheek sweet and slow. She still didn't budge. I made her face me. "Please don't be made at me." I said softly as I pecked her lips and gave her puppy dog eyes. She was trying so hard not to give in. But eventually she did cause, you know, I have that effect on my bonita. "I hate you." she said playfully. "Oh, but you love me bonita. And I love you too, don't lie to yourself." I whispered to her as I ran my fingers down her back and pecked her cheek then her lips. "What's up with all the kisses today?" she asked while laughing. I smiled at how much I love to see her smile. "Because I've missed you so much. So...so much." I said moving her hair and softly kissing her shoulder. She wrapped her arms around me and hugged me tight and kissed my cheek. "I've missed you, too." she said gazing in my eyes. It's like nothing ever happened. Like we've been like this forever. After another long embrace I let go of her. I looked at the time. "Do you want me to leave or stay?" I asked her inter whining our fingers together. "You can stay, papi." she said smiling at me. I nodded my head. "I'm gonna go shower, then." I said as I was about to get up. "Alright." she said. "I'll just call my mom." she continued. "Ok." I said as I peck her lips and went upstairs. I already have clothes here just incase you were wondering.  I entered the bathroom and stared in the mirror. I fluffed my hair being happy with what I saw. Eventually I stripped myself and got into the shower. I let the hot water attack my hair. After a couple of minuets I felt someone hug me from behind. It didn't scared me that much, only cause I knew it was bonita. I turned and smiled at her. "What are you doing in here?" I asked her coming closer. "I, uh, got....lonely?" she said raising her hands up. I was smiling so hard at the fact that she was comfortable enough to come in here with me. But something came to mind. "Bonita, you don't have to do anything you don't want to...you know that right?" I asked her in a serious tone while grabbing her by her bare waist. "No one said we had to do anything. I just wanna hold you." she said mimicking me. I took a second to scan her body. This is the second time we've seen each other naked. I think this is better then s*x anyway. Her body was so beautiful, her marks still got to me because it's not fully clear, but still. I watched as the water hit her body. Her hair was slicked back, because it was wet. She looked glowing. "Your so beautiful." I said pulling her closer to me. She looked up at me "You make me feel beautiful." she said. My eyes widened at what I just heard. Finally. She finally believes me....I think. We looked into each others eyes. We got lost in everything. I leaned in a pressed my lips against hers. It felt amazing. It was like kissing in the rain. I felt the water drip all over my hands as I wrapped my arms around her bare waist. She wrapped her arms around my neck and my hands traveled up her back. This is better then the last time. I sucked on her bottom lips long and hard as she played with my hair. This kiss had so much passion, so much love. I felt her dig her nails in my skin as she softly glided her tongue into my mouth. I was surprised, usually I'm the one the does that. I like that she took charge for a chance ;). Our tongues wrestled and circled around each other.  I pulled even closer to me. Our body parts were suffocated against each other. After a long, looooong while she pulled away. I was still mind blown from that kiss. She wrapped her arms around me and put her head on my chest. "You saved me. I love you so much, Jacob. You don't even understand." she mumbled into my chest. I waned to cry out of happiness. "Bonita, words can't describe how much I love you." I whispered back to her. I hugged her so tight while rubbing her back long and slow. After a while we washed each others bodies and got out. 

* 

I laid there in the bed facing her. She blinked slowly as I continued continued to gaze her. I locked my arm around her hip bring her closer in front of me. We were forehead to forehead still burning holes through each other. "You know this is gonna be us in about 10 years, right?" I said as I ran my index finger down the side of her face. She pushed her eye brows together making a confused face. "What are you talking about now, papi?" she asked with a small smile that shined through the street light through the window. It was night time. "I mean when were older, and married it's gonna be you, me and our children" I said giving her soft kisses in between sentences. She stared at my lips then my eyes. She looked like she was thinking. "You're not real." She said shaking her head. I made a confused face. "What?" I asked chucking at her. "I mean, your to good to be true. You've there with me through it all. And even when everything happens you still chase me. I just don't understand... why you love me so much." she said sitting up while staring at the wall. I sat up as well, then took her chin and made her face me. "Love is unexplainable, bonita. You can't choose or change who you love and I don't wanna change it. I love you and always will. Nothing will change that. Ever." I said caressing her face and kissing her nose. "You see? What guy would say that? Your not real!" she said laughing. "A guy who really loves his girl, just like I love you." I said genuinely to her. "I love you too, papi." she said cheesing. I began staring at her admiring her beauty. I always do that. I pulled her from her side of the bed and made her straddle me facing me. "What are you doing, now?" she asked playfully annoyed. "I like when we're like this." I said smiling. "You're so weird." she said shaking her head playfully at me. After we stopped laughing I started staring at her again. I examined every little thing she did. She's so cute. She looked back up at me and began to speak. I've  tried to learn creole but it's an epi fail. "Can  you teach me more spanish? It's so cute. Please?" she pleaded. I can never say no to her. "El amor de mi vida y nunca voy a dejar que usted se desliza entre los dedos. Nunca más." (Your the love of my life and I'm never gonna let you slip through my fingers. Never again.) I whispered to her as I took her hands and kissed them. She blushed. "I don't know what you just said...but it was sexy. More" she said excited. I leaned closer to her face "Quiero darte un beso en este momento" I whispered leaning closer and closer looking in her eyes. "What does that mean?" she asked in a whisper while staring at my lips. "I want to kiss you right now." I whispered back. "mete li kouche sou mwen." (lay it on me) she whispered back in creole. (Yeah, that's right I know multiple languages lol jk) I have no idea what she just said but God, she's trying to kill me. It sounds so sexy. The way it rolls off her tongue....just---Jacob, just shut up and kiss her. Sh*t! I finally leaned in a kissed her lips softly and delicately. It's like when I kiss her I fall in love all over again, it's crazy. She softly pulled away and slowly opened her eyes. "Woah baby." she said blushing. I grabbed her chin pecked her lips twice. "C'mon bonita, let's go to bed. It's really late." I said smiling. We layed back down, but her head was on my chest and I was stroking her hair. It was a soothing silence. I loved this position. "Goodnight, papi" she said with her hand on my chest. "Goodnight bonita. Sweet dreams." I said as I kissed her forehead. I love having my bonita back where she should be. With me. I felt my eyes slowly close as I drifted of to sleep with a smile on my face and my bonita in my arms.... 

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