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it sucks. everything sucks at this moment. i'm leaving in just a month and this is what happens right now. i really want to knock at your door and tell you i want to do this and that and everything because— i'm leaving and it really breaks my heart seeing you wasted.

i was just sitting at our doorstep early in the afternoon when a man blocked the sunlight for me. for a second, i thought it was you but he was our new neighbor, vernon.

"you looked like shit. looks like you haven't eaten too."

he said. i flinched and i almost want to hit his face but i'm too weak for that. he's right. i haven't eaten my breakfast and lunch because of you. i didn't went to school either.

without hesitation, he grabbed me and treat me a meal in their house. it wasn't really a full course meal but a ramen. since i'm very hungry, i ate it all and almost ate five bowls.

"my sister said when you're sad, ice cream will get rid of it away."

he said while handling a cup of ice cream to me. i was too busy caring for you that i have nothing left for me.

goodbye, hunter.

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