Heart Attack (Girl Version)

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Yn's POV
"Stupid goil emotions!" I mumble as I head up to the roof of my new home with Medda.

"Puttin' my defenses up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love

If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack

Never put my love out on the line
Never said "Yes" to the right guy

Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I'm never

good enough

When I don't care
I can play 'em like a Ken doll

Won't wash my hair
Then make 'em bounce like a

basketball

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels

Yes, you make me so nervous
That I just can't hold your hand

You make me glow,
But I cover up

Won't let it show,
So I'm...

Puttin' my defenses up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love

If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack

I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack

Never break a sweat for the other guys

When you come around, I get paralyzed

And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help

It's just not fair
Pain's more trouble than love is worth

I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume for

you

Make me so nervous
That I just can't hold your hand

You make me glow,
But I cover up

Won't let it show,
So I'm...

Puttin' my defenses up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love

If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack

I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack

The feelings got lost in my lungs
They're burning, I'd rather be numb

And there's no one else to blame
So scared I take off and I run

I'm flying too close to the sun
And I burst into flames

You make me glow,
But I cover up

Won't let it show,
So I'm...

Puttin' my defenses up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love

If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack

I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack

I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack" I sang. "Why oh why did I have to do this again..." I say. "(Yn)! Time for bed dear you still have to join the boys for the strike tomorrow!" Med- mom yelled. "Coming mom!" I yelled.

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