The bullying never really does end. You just learn how to block it all out. I've been bullied since I was in first grade, you learn techniques about it. The death of me in 7th grade wouldn't have phased anybody. That's how I honestly felt. I guess people telling you to kill yourself all the time really gets to you. Life gets harder; you need to find someone who really cares. Find yourself a good person to stick with.
I never realized my heart could open up for somebody. Thalia was like a blade of love who opened me to the good of the world. When my mind was making me feel useless, she filled my mind with love. I never knew I could mean so much to someone. I never knew she would mean so much to me. She's the reason I keep going, I'm not going to sugar coat it. If it wasn't for her, I'm not sure I would still be alive, when I get to that level my mind goes blank, and somehow she knows. She's like no one I've ever met; she never made me feel ugly or useless. She healed my un-healable heart.
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MidStuck // 7th grade
Short Storya girl in middle school named Ajai; fighting problems emotionally and physically; depression, anxiety, bullying, love , hate ...
