chpater four:Hatred

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we had gotten home in about 10 hours be a use of all the layovers we had which ed sucked.once we got into the Volvo he started to drive back to the main house.while I stared out the window.

"your okay,love?", he asked

"yeah,I'm fine", I sighed

"are you going to tell me what words that were exchanged between you and renesmee?", he asked as he turned onto the road to the house

"I don't want to talk about it", I sighed

he pulled into the garage and parked the car next to alices yellow porche.we both got out and entered the living room.where everyone were gathered.which made me anxious because the only time we were all in the living room its when something is wrong.

"what's wrong?", edward asked

"you left her there by herself—", rosalie began

edward cut her off."what are you talking about I came back with jacob when I saw that bella wasn't there and was coming here I then left to go get her", he objected

"whatever", she growled

"rosalie", esme said

"no,since they're the parents I should let them know this", she said then turned back to us with a glare."your daughter just called about 3 hours ago.her and jacob are on her way home....she might be pregnant", she said

"well, I wouldn't have left if it wasn't for her stubberness and her snotiness I wouldn't have fuckinhg ,left the damn house", I screeched

"Bella", Esme gasped and everyone looked at me surprised

"I was surprised also", edward said

"wow,bella using the bad words awesome", emmett said

"emmett!!",

"anyways,bella that's your daughter, if she were mine I would've indure it",she said

I was getting so pissed off that I just snapped right there.

"you know what.since everyone wants to gang up on bella of here.I bet you all wished that I didn't sacrafice my life for her,or maybe I hadn't agreed on marrying edward,or maybe had james.laurant.or victoria had killed me all those different times,or maybe I wasn't even born in this world probably is that what you all thinking because that's what I'm getting from this gathering", I said in agony

"bella—", alice began

"no,alice I can't take this shit anymore...I'm going to the other house wishing I was dead", I said

I walked out the back door once I was on the grass I started to running through the woods.I jumped over the river then countinued running.I started to smell edward and my old scent signaling me that I was close.then I stopped running and walked to my house.I opened the door and closed it.I walked to me and edwards room.I closed the door and plopped on the bed.

As I laid there faced down all I was thinking about how they probably thought I shouldn't have became an immortal...for some reason all I wanted to do is cry if I could.I hated being thought of like this.I mean I didn't care about what other people thought outside the family but if its my family there's something wrong about that.

"bella?", a tiny voice said

I was so lost in my train of thoughts that I didn't even hear anyone come in the house.I lifted my head and look at the door.I saw Alice and Esme in the doorway.

"hey", I sighed

I sat up and crossed my legs.they entered the room and sat on a side next to me.

"bella,I talked to edward and he is very worried....we're very worried", alice said

"you didn't see anything?", I asked

"No,I can't see anything with jacob in the picture", she said

"bella can you tell us what happened?", she asked

"do you guys want to know?", I asked

"yes", they said

"fine,see this is what happened...."

25 mins later...

"bells,why didn't you say any of this before?", esme asked

"because I was under the illusion that you all hated me in someway", I said and looked down at my hands

"bella,your like a big part of our family we can never hate you", alice said as she hugged me

"but the way ros—"

"don't worry about you know that's.....actrully this way different she has never almost treated you like this", she said

"I know,..did I do something wrong?"

"bells,she still hasn't gotten over the fact that you had baby...and that you had a choice of becoming immortal",

"I know but it hurts when I try to be nice then I get treated like dirt"

"you know what family meeting right now let's go". esme said and got up

"I don't want to get up", I groaned

"oh,your getting up", alice said

then I was over her shoulder and started to run outside.

"hey,why do you and your brother keep continue to do that?", I asked

"because your too lazy to get up", she laughd.

when we got to the house I became completly quiet because I could hear comotion from the house.

"what's gong on in there?", I asked

"I told carlisle to get them ready for the family meeting...and I'm guessing nessie and jacob are back", she explained

what kind of fucked up s it is going to be happening now???

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