omg guys.
today one of my best guy friends told me that i ruined his rep. he said his friends say stuff like this:
"she's such a hoe" "Fiona's a slut man"
I and here i am at 2 am sitting in my bed crying not knowing what to do.
and i'm not going to try to be funny or anything.
Because i'm really hurt,
i like him.
i liked him.
as a person and a friend.
but now it's ruined.
because im just a whore, who wont get her feelings hurt.
so im sorry!
im sorry for being myself around you!
im sorry for making inappropriate jokes!
im sorry for trusting you!
but most of all,
im sorry i thought you could be different.
different from the boys that call me names.
different from the girls that think im trashy
different from the people who scoff at me
i thought you could understand that i make dirty references because it's funny. i dont do it because i'm a slut.
i thought you could get past the fact that i have a bad past and i try to make it seem funny. i dont do it because i'm a slut
thanks for listing.
love you guys.
- x fiona
