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wasn't meant to be part 1

HAVE YOU EVER LOVED SOMEONE SO MUCH THAY YOU THOUGHT THAT YOU WERE GOING TO LAST FOREVER AND THEN COME TO FIND OUT THAT IT WAS JUST A WASTE OF YOUR TIME. CHARACTER DEATH 

MY NAMES IS STILES STILINSKI AND THIS IS THE STORY OF HOW MY WORLD SHATTERED WHEN I THOUGHT EVERYTHING WAS GOING ABSOLUTE PERFECT. I WAS IN LOVE WITH DEREK HALE WHICH IS 5 YEARS OLDER THAN ME. I FIRST LAYED MY EYES ON HIM WHEN I WAS 16. HE WAS THE MOST AMAZING HOT MAN THAT I'VE WANTED AND AFTER 2 YEARS OF CONSTANT ARGUING WE FOUND THAT WE LIKED EACHOTHER VERY MUCH. I WAS AMAZED THAT DEREK HAD ADMITTED TO LOVE ME AS I LOVE HIM BUT I GUESS THAT WAS TO MUCH OF A DREAM. YOU SEE AFTER I TURNED 18 DEREK AND I FINALLY GOT TOGETHER AND WE WERE HAPPY. WE WENT EVERYWHERE TOGETHER EVEN SCOTT AND THE ENTIRE PACK WAS SURPRISED. THEY WERE HAPPY AND EXCITED CAUSS THEY ALWAYS SAW ME AS THEIR PACK MOM AND DEREK AS THE DAD. ME AND DEREK TIED THE KNOTT WHEN I TURNED 20 AFTER TWO YEARS OF DATING CAUSE DEREK WAS SAYING THAT I WAS HIS MATE AND IT WAS FOR LIFE. WE HAD A PAIR OF TWINS SINCE APARENTLY AN ALPHA CAN GET A MALE PREGNANT. WE WERE A HAPPY FAMILY AMD I WAS PROUD TO BE WITH HIM. HE TREATED US LIKE WE MEANT SOMETHING TO HIM AND THAT WE WERE HIS LIFE AND HEART. WE GOT OUR OWN 4 BEDROOM HOUSE. THE MASTER BEDROOM AND THE KIDS HAD THEIR OWN ROOM. I WAS A NURSE AT A HOSPITAL AND DEREK WAS A DEPUTY. WE LIVED TOGETHER FOR 10 YEARS. 28 YEAR OLD NOW AND THE KIDS ARE 5 YEARS OLD AND DEREK IS 33. MICHAEL AND PERCY RUN INTO THE ROOM AND JUMP ON THE BED. NOT KNOWING THAT I MY WORLD WAS SLOWLY GONNA START FALLING APART. I GOT UP GOT THE KIDS READY FOR SCHOOL AND ME AND DEREK HAD TO GO TO WORK. I START WALKING TO THE ROO. AMD DEREK IS ON THE PHONE TALKING TO SOMEONE. ONCE I ENTER THE ROOM HE HUNG UP AND SAID HI STILES. WHICH WAS WEIRD BECUASE HE USUALLY CALLS ME BABE OR HUN. I KNEW SOMETHI G WAS WRONG SO I KEPT ASKING HIM AND HE WOULDN'T BUDGE. I ASKED AGAIN AND FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE WE EVER GOT TOGETHER NEXT I FELT WAS A SHARP PUNCH TO MY STOMACH. I LOOK AT HIM IN DISBELIEF AND HE JUST LOOKS AT ME AND THEN WALKS OUT THE ROOM TAKING THE KIDS TO SCHOOL ANS HEADING TO WORK. I CRY AND GRAB MY STOMACH IN SO MUCH PAIN I LIFT UP MY SHIRT AND I SEE A BIG BRUISE STARTING TO FORM. NEVER IN A LIFE TIME I THOUGHT THAT DEREK WOULD RAISE HIS HAND AT ME. I START TO GET READY FOR WORK AND TAKE OFF TO FINISH MY DAY. MY DAY GOES BY RATHER QUICKLY AND NOW IM ON MY WAY HOME AND I GET NERVOUS BECAUSE I WANT TO TALK TO DEREK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED AND WHY HE HIT ME BUT IT MIGHT MAKE HIM MORE UPSET. ONCE I ARRIVE HOME DEREK IS COOKING FOR THE KIDS I GO TO KIDS THE KIDS AND HEAD UPSTAIRS. WHILE I UNDRESS AND GET READY FOR A SHOWER DEREK COMES IN AND SHOWERS WITH ME BUT HE SILENT NOT TALKING OR ANYTHING. I SHAKE IT OFF AND GET OUT AND DRY MYSELF OFF BEFORE I HEAD DOWN TO GRAB ME A PLATE. I FINISH AND MAKE SURE THE BOYS ARE IN BED AND I KNOW ITS THE WEEKEND BUT THEY STILL NEED THEIR REST. I GIVE THEM A KISS GOODNIGHT AND HEAD BACK TO THE ROOM AND GRAB MY OWN COVER TO COVER UP WITH. I FALL ASLEEP AND I WAKE UP AT 3AM AND DEREK ISNT IN BED AND I LOOK AND HIS CAR ISNT THERE. I GET WORRIED AND CALL HIM AND IT GOES TO VOICEMAIL. I CALL HIM 3 MORE TIMES BEFORE SOMEONE PICKS UP AND ITS A GIRL I SOON REALIZE THAT ITS KATE AND I HANG UP AND CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP. I WAKE UP AND DEREK IS NEXT TO ME I IMMEDIATELY FEEL ANGER AFTER HE HAD THE NERVE TO GO AND CHEAT BEHIND MY BACK AND COME BACK HOME TO ME AND THE KIDS. HE GETS UP AMD I CONFRONT HIM AND HE ADMITS THAT HES BEEN CHEATING. WE START AN ARGUMENT AND I SLAP HIM HARD ACROSS THE FACE AND HIS EYES TURN RED AND HE HITS ME AGAIN RIGHT IN THE EYE AND THE JAW I FALL TO THE FLOOR AND HE STARTS KICKING ME. HE STOPS AMD GET READY FOR WORK AND LEAVE. I GET THE KIDS READY AND GO TO THE BANK AND TAKE HIM OFF MY ACCOUNT AND PUT A BLOCK ONTO IT SO ONLY MY DAD CAN ACCESS IT USING MY REAL NAME WHICH DEREK DOESNT KNOW. I GOT 3 TICKETS TO FLORDIA AND GO HOME TO PACK OUR STUFF AND LEAVE. I TAKE OFF MY RING AND LEAVE IT WITH THE HOUSE KEY. I LEAVE AND GO TO THE AIRPORT SO DEREK CAN'T TRACK THE LISCENSE PLATE. I BOUGHT A NEW PHONE AND NEW NUMBER. I CALLED DEATON ON MY REASULTS CAUSE I WAS PREGNANT AND WAS WORRIED THAT DEREK DIDNT KILL THE BABY. THE BABY WAS FINE BUT DEATON SAID THAT I HAD STAGE 3 CANCER. WHICH I WAS SCARED. IT HADN'T SPREAD BUT STILL I WAS WORRIED. I TOLD DEATON THAT DEREK WAS IN THE PICTURE AND THAT WE LEFT TO FLORDIA. HE SAID OK THAT HE WOULD FLY OUT TO ME TO CHECK UP EVERY MONTH. I WAS HAPPY TO KNOW HE UNDERSTOOD.

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AFTER I BEAT STILES AND SAY THE TRUTH OF ME CHEATING ON HIM I CAN SEE THE HURT IN HIS EYES AND I FEEL SAD BUT I LOST FEELING FOR HIM SINCE THE KIDS WERE BORN. I NEVER REALLY WANTED A FAMILY WITH HIM AND WHEN I FOUND OUT STILES WAA PREGNANT I WAS HOPING THAT HE WAS GOING TO ABORT THEM. DURING THE PREGNANCY KATE CAME BACK INTO TOWN AND MY FEELINGS FOR HER RESURFACED. WE BEEN MESSING AROUND FOR 5 YEARS. ONE NIGHT I GO TO KATES BECAUSE SHE HAS NEWS FOR ME. WHEN I ARRIVE SHES HOLDING A STICK AND IM SAYING REALLY IN A HAPPY TONE SHE SAYS YEA AND WE MAKE LOVE AGAIN. KATE HAS BEEN MY LOVE SINCE SHE CAME BACK. YEAH MY MOM AND FAMILY DOESNT APPROVE BUT ITS MY LIFE. THEY ALWAYS LOVED STILES MORE BUT I DIDN'T LOVE HIM ANYMORE. SHE'S NOW 2 MONTHS AND IM HAPPY. NOW I HAVE TO GO HOME TO STILES. WHEN I ARRIVE THE LIGHTS ARE OFF AND THE DOOR WAS OPEN. I LOOK EVERYWHERE AND NOBODY IS HERE AND THE KIDS AND STILES WERE GONE. I GO TO DEATON AND THERES MOUNTAIN ASH AROUND. I CALL HIM AND HE COMES OUT LOOKING VERY DISAPPOINTED AND ANGRY WITH ME AND I ASK HIM WHERE STILES OR IF HE SEEN HIM. HE SAID YEAH AMD THAT THEY WERE GONE LEFT FOREVER. DEREK WAS THINKIMG HE WAS LYING AND DEATON SAID SOMETHING THAT HIT DEREK IN THE HEART AND GOT HIM TO ADMIT EVERYTHING. NOT KNOWING THE PACK AND HIS FAMILY WAS THERE. DEREK CONFESSED TO CHEATING ON STILES NOT WANTING THE KIDS AND NOT LOVING STILES.
DEATON ASKED DEREK ASKING WHO BEAT HIM UP. DEREK SAID THAT HE DID BUT CAUSE STILES HIT HIM CAUSE HE SAID HE CHEATED. DEREK THEN SAW EVEYONE COME OUT FROM A ROOM THAT WAS SOUND PROOF YOU CANT HEAR THEM BUT THEY COULD HEAR HIM. THEY LOOKED AT HIM IN DISBELIEF AND SHOCKED AT WHAT THEY SAIS NEXT. THE PACK AND DEREK FELT THE BOND BREAKING BETWEEN THEM BUT DEREK HAD ALSO FELT HIS MATE BOND BREAKING APART. KNOWING STILES WAS HURTING AND WILL NEVER FORGIVE HIM. HIS FAMILY LOOKED AT HIM WITH SADNESS ON HOW ALL THIS WENT TO THE GROUND. HIS MOM LOOKED AT HIM AND PUT HER CLAWS IN THE BACK OF HIS NECK REVOKING HIS ALPHA STATUS HIS EYES CHANGED FROM RED TO BLUE. DEREK KNEW HE FUCKED UP AND NOW HE WASNT AN ALPHA. HE APOLOGIZED TO EVERYONE AND HIS SISTER CORA SAID THAT SHE DOESNT KNOW THE MAN THATS STANDING IN FRONT OF HER. HES CHANGED SINCE THE WEDDING. THEN DEREK SAW THE SHERRIF AND HE FELT A SHARP JAB ON THE NOSE HEARING A CRACK AND NOTICED JOHN BROKE HIS NOSE AND DEREK WAS BLEEDING BUT CAN FEEL THE HEALING SLOWLY TAKING PLACE. EVERYONE LEFT LEAVING DEREK TO WONDER WHERE STILES IS AT. HE GOES BACK HOME AND LOOKING AROUND FOR CLUES AND SEES THE WEDDING RING AND HOUSE KEY WITH A NOT SAYING "SORRY DEREK FOR YOU LOSING INTEREST IN ME AND FOR NOT BEING YOUR TRUE MATE. MAYBE WE JUST WERE NOT MEANT TO BE. I LEFT PAPERS IN AN ENVELOPE ON YOUR BED. BE SAFE AND TAKE CARE STILES". DEREK RAN TO THE ROOM AND OPENED THE ENVELOPE AND SAW DIVORCE PAPER WHERE STILES ALREADY SIGNED HIS NAME. THERE WAS ANOTHER PAPER WHERE STILES WAS TAKING HIM TO COURT SO THAT WAY THEY CAN SET OUT A CUSTODY AGREEMENT. DEREK FELT THE MATE BOND COLLAPSE AND A NEW ONE FORM FOR KATE.

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