it was him ; g.d

09.17.16

                           Flash back
im still in complete and total shock.
im out of tears.
im sleep deprived.
im exhausted.

i guess you could say grayson being gone forever hasn't totally sunk in yet.

today ethan called me and told me to come over and said i could get anything of mine out of gray's room.

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when i made it over, ethan told me anything from there i wanted to take it.

that him looking at it would break his heart.
all over again.

when i entered his room i tried to hold back my tears.

my eyes darted over to the sheet that now hung over the blood on the wall.

One Tear Fell.

quickly going over to his closet i grabbed the few things i had in there.

which followed by me grabbing a few of his most worn shirts and three of his hoodies.

The Second Tear Fell.

after loading it all in my car i went back inside to find ethan.

and when i did i hugged him.

after what felt like forever i let go and told him to call me whenever for whatever.

Authors note
ugh my poor ethan.
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Xoxo jas 😶