i like to burn things

kill me too

i'm watching you slowly kill yourself,
but sadly, i can't help,
it's tearing me apart,
it's killing me too,

i don't understand why,
you don't care,
but you don't know,
how much i'm in despair,

i've been sobbing every day,
pounding at my head,
ripping out my hair,
sawing at my thighs,

but nothing seems to work,
for this addiction is different,
i have no control,
and i'm not cracking, i'm breaking,

i'm afraid,
because this careless thing you're doing can kill,
i know you are aware,
of this demon that comes in a bottle,

i try to rid the worry,
breathe the toxic fumes myself,
drink until i forget,
draw blood with a lot of fury,

but nothing seems to help,
worry has taken over my brain,
just as you've taken over my heart,
i guess there's no remedy for love..