NewScapeCrew One-Shots

I'm sorry - JonOfRiku

THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SUICIDE

I'm so so so sorry for not posting a JonOfRiku one-shot sooner, it was requested but I stalled because I didn't know what to do for it

The song is just an undertale cover of "What hurts the most" by Cascada that I found on YouTube

I was drawing and listening to songs, and this song was playing, and an idea just kinda popped into my head.

This chapter was requested by: @TheRealPuggersHuggers

Dawn's Pov

I sat down against my door, crying.  Why did this happen? Why is he gone? Questions kept circling around inside my head.  "I could have stopped him, I could have saved him" I told myself.  I got up and ran out the door.

~Flashback~

I was sitting in mine and Jon's bedroom, playing minecraft by myself.  I heard my phone start ringing, it was Cory.

(Bold = Cory, Underlined = Dawn)

Hey Cory!

Dawn... I uh, I have to tell you something

Yea ok! What is it?

Jon committed suicide, I'm so sorry Dawn, I know you loved him, I know how close you two were, but he's no longer with us.

What? w-why! h-how! I- never mind I have to go.

I hung up, heart broken, why didn't he come to me for help?

~Flashback ends~

I ran to a lake not to far from the house me and Jon shared.  I sat down at the edge of the water and started to sing, so I could let all my feelings out.

(Play the song!)

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm OK but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken


What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm OK but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Don't walk away

(Song ends)

I watched my tears fall into the lake, when I felt a figure hug me lightly from behind.  I looked behind me and I saw Jon, or rather, a ghost of Jon.

"J-Jon!?!"

Jon didn't respond, just hugged me tighter.  He was, crying?

"Jon! Please don't cry, I'm fine!"

"No you're not Dawn, we both know that.  I'm sorry I left you, but listen I only have a few days before I fade away"

"Jon... I-"

I was cut off by Jon pulling me into a kiss.  Once he pulled away he cupped my face with his hands.

"Dawn, it'll be alright, I'm here, even if it isn't for long, I'm here now"

"A-alright"

"Come on Dawn, let's get you back to the house" Jon said grabbing my hand and walking back towards our house.

~Time skip to the day that Jon fades away~

I was alone for now, Jon was doing... something, I don't really know what.

It was the perfect time, I would be with Jon forever.  I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a knife out of a drawer.

I positioned the knife in front of me, so that it would stab through my heart, and braced myself for the pain to come.

Then someone pulled the knife from my hands and threw it across the room, then engulfed me in hug.

I looked up, and it was Jon.

(Surprise surprise)

"Dawn, please don't do this to yourself, I love you"

"Jon, why are you stopping me?! If I do this I'll be with you forever!!" I started sobbing, "I just don't understand".

Jon pulled away from the hug but kept his hands on my shoulders.

"Dawn look at me, I love you, with all my heart, and I want you to live a full, happy life.  I'll still be here even though you won't be able to see me or hear me.  I'll still be here with you, just remember that."

Jon then pulled me into a kiss, our last kiss.  He then pulled away, and smiled at me.

He then closed his eyes, and faded away.

Welp that was the end of that!  Again I'm sorry for not posting the JonOfRiku sooner

Hope you enjoyed!