crush | ahn hyungseob

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dumbest dumbass
jisoo
messages can't be sent!

dumbest dumb
jisoos christ
unblock mE already it's been ages
messages can't be sent!

dumbest dumb
i miss u
messages can't be sent!

dumbest dumb
i feel like drowning
im so stressed
messages can't be sent!

dumbest dumb
i mean i know im not
gonna make it to the
final 11
messages can't be sent!

dumbest dumb
arent i being so selfish
messages can't be sent!

dumbest dumb
i know im not good enough
but deeply inside i still
wanna be in the final 11
messages can't be sent!

dumbest dumb
fuck

dumbest dumb
im not supposed to send
all of these to u

dumbest dumb
wait did u just unblock
me

dumbest dumb
dont read my messages
above

jisoo
are u stressed or are
u just being emo

dumbest dumb
im sorry u dont need
to read all of those

jisoo
why can't u see that u are
the most precious person
on earth???

jisoo
u are more than other people's opinions

jisoo
their voices dont even define
u in the slightest bit

jisoo
i hope u could see yourself
through my eyes,

jisoo
ahn hyungseob

dumbest dumb
thank you for unblocking
me jisoo

jisoo
why r u being so formal
all of sudden

dumbest dumb
i just

dumbest dumb
i just think that i don't
deserve all of this

jisoo
what do u mean?

dumbest dumb
i dont deserve you,

dumbest dumb
i dont deserve being in
top 20, like right now.

dumbest dumb
maybe they were right.

dumbest dumb
im nothing more than a
kid who whines when i
dropped one rank.

dumbest dumb
all of those eliminated
trainees, they deserve
this position more than
i do

dumbest dumb
i lack in every aspects

dumbest dumb
and now i don't even have
the confidence i used to
have and ppl used to adore

jisoo
hyungseob, im sorry

jisoo
im sorry i blocked u

jisoo
pls don't thank me for
unblocking u

jisoo
i was horrible for not being
there for u when u are down

jisoo
pls dont think like that anymore.

dumbest dumb
u don't need to comfort
me

jisoo
you are more than that,
hyungseob.

dumbest dumb
im sorry

dumbest dumb
you don't deserve this.

dumbest dumb
i should go..for practice.

dumbest dumb
i need to at least improve
before the live broadcast..

dumbest dumb
good bye.. jisoo

crush | ahn hyungseob

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