The things in my head

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No, this isn't right
Making little things a big deal
Assume what's not
Be mad for nothing

Oh how challenging the world is
Where you need to battle everyday
Can I run? Can I hide?
I just want to give up

I don't think I belong here in this world
I can't see the reason why live
Someone please help me
See the things differently

I want to leave
But should I stay?
Would someone care?
Would someone miss me?

I feel so confused
What should I think?
What should I do?
Can I give up and die?

I'm having a hard time
I still need time to think
Am I running out of time?
I don't know what to do

I don't know what to say
I don't know if I should stay
Confusing thoughts,
Negative thoughts are on my mind again

I'm now about to be drown in my own mist
Will someone save me?
Everything is now a blur
Until I realized that I saw myself lying on the floor, blood all over my body.

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