Save Me

Chapter 1

Maddie's POV:

Okay so as you all know, I am Demi Lovato's little sister Madison. I am currently eleven years old, and well I like doing things on my own and hate going out in public. I especially hate going out in public with Demi, because there are always these weird old guys following us and being with a lot of people give me bad anxiety attacks. When I was seven years old, I made a twitter account and saw that people were saying stuff about me. It hurt at first. But then I showed Demi, and she made me feel better. But once I turned eight, Demi got a job in LA. She was filming Camp Rock and her television show Sonny with a Chance. We still own the house in Texas and go there all the time, though. When we moved here, I had to go to another school, and that's when everything went downhill.

Flashback....

I woke up being very excited because my first day of school was today. I got into the shower and then went into my room and got dressed. When I was done, I went to find my mom.

"Mommy?" I called.

"I'm in the kitchen sweetheart!" She shouted back.

"Here honey eat your breakfast." She said handing me a plate of eggs and bacon.

I grab my fork and then began eating. When I was done, I got up to brush my teeth and do my hair.

"Maddie come on you're gonna be late!" Mom yelled up.

"Okay coming!" I yelled back down.

I grabbed my backpack and coat and left. I got out of the car and then went into the office. Mommy told them I was new. She brought me to the door of my classroom.

"Sweetie have a good day! I need to go now. I love you." She said hugging me.

"Okay, I will. I love you too!" I said hugging her.

I walked into my classroom. Everyone looked at me.

"Hi, I'm Miss Carson. Are you new?" She asked

"Yes, I am. My name is Madison De La Garza." I said.

"Okay, you can sit over there." Miss Carson said pointing to an empty desk.

I went and sat down taking out a pencil and a notebook.

"Wow look at her she needs to lose some weight!" A girl stated.

"I know right she's huge!" Another one said.

"Hey, fatty have you ever heard of fat camp?" The first girl asked.

"Maybe you should go. You're way too fat, and you're not even pretty like your other sisters Demi and Dallas!" The other one said.

"By the way, tell your sister we love Camp Rock and Sonny with a Chance!" They said.

The whole day it was like that. Just one mean comment after another, and they kept telling me how much my sisters were better than me.

End of flashback

I shook my head getting rid of the horrifying memory. After that day, I never saw myself as pretty. I just saw myself as an ugly, fat, worthless, a waste of space, you know all that stuff. I even tried to kill myself. I attempted once when I was eight, and again when I was ten. I also have all the same problems that Demi had. I have an eating disorder; I am bipolar, depressed, I self-harm too. I have anxiety attacks all the time, especially when there are a lot of people. It's the first day of summer break tomorrow, and I'm excited to be away from all the kids at school.

I quickly grab my bag and take a quick look in the mirror. I was wearing a pink long-sleeved top and black jean shorts. My hair was just flat ironed with curls at the end.