Chapter 14

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Demi's POV:

The tour has been great so far, except for the fact that Wilmer and I are constantly fighting. I don't want to be but he always starts them. Every time I look for him, he's never around. Maddie's recovery has been going pretty well! Everyone is really happy for her. I want to surprise her with something since she is going to be a month clean, but I don't know what.

"Watcha doing?" Dallas asked me.

"Nothing." I lied. I didn't want them to know yet.

"Oh, well do you want to come watch a movie with us?" She asked.

"Sure" I said. As we were watching the movie I saw Maddie get up and go to the bathroom.

I got up too, and followed her listening at the door. After a couple of minutes I realized that she was cutting and purging.

"Baby girl open up." I said. No reply.

"Please open up!" I said a little more panicked. Then I remembered that I have a key on this bus somewhere. I went and got it, and unlocked the door.

I instantly picked her up placing her bleeding body on mine.

"Mom!" I called which made everyone come. They all gasped. Once Maddie was all cleaned up I took her in the back to talk to her privately.

"Why baby girl? Why?" I asked, heartbroken.

"You don't care." She spat.

"Of course I do!" I replied soothingly.

"NO YOU FUCKING DON'T! IF YOU CARED YOU WOULD'VE NOTICED I WAS CUTTING AGAIN AND WASN'T EATING BUT YOU DIDN'T! IT'S NOT LIKE THIS TOUR BUS IS THAT BIG!" She screamed.

"Maddie I-" I started.

"Save it." She said and walked away to be with the others.

By now, Selena, Nick, Mar, and Dallas were trying to clam me down. Mom and dad were handling Maddie.

"Dallas" I whispered.

"Yeah?" She asked.

"Will they send her to... you know..." I said not wanting to say the name.

"I don't know but if they do, it's for the best." She said comfortingly.

Maddie's POV:

Ugh. How could I be so stupid letting them find out?

Really Madison? You let them find out. What an idiot!

I mean come on. Her fat probably has nowhere else to go so it covers up your brain.

"Maddie are you listening?" Mom asked snapping me out of my trance.

"Yup" I lied.

"Alright then." She said.

"I just called she said that you can go there on Sunday." Dad said.

"Where?" I asked.

"You said you were listening." Mom said.

"I was, sorta." I lied.

"You're going to Timberline Knolls." Dad said.

WHAT? NO NO NO I CAN'T GO THERE. I WONT, I CANT, I DON'T NEED HELP! I'M FINE! I thought to myself.

"No, please!" I cried.

"Ssssh sweetie they're gonna help you there." Mom said.

"I don't need help!" I cried as I gasped for air. I was having an anxiety attack.

"Calm down baby girl. Match your breathing with mine." Demi said. I didn't even notice I was on her lap. After a while, I calmed down by Demi singing to me. I then after that I fell asleep.

Demi's POV:

"I'm sorry guys this must be really awkward for all of you. If you want to leave then you can." I said.

"Demi we are going to be here for you every step of the way. You asked us to come and help with Maddie so that's what we are going to do." Selena said, and everyone agreed.

I decided to go see what was going on out there. I noticed Maddie was having an anxiety attack. I picked her up off of my mom and sung to her quietly. Soon she was asleep and calm. I placed her in a her bed and then went back to everyone else

"Guys Maddie is going to Timberline Knolls." Mom said.

"Oh." Wad all I said, not knowing what else to say since I'm just so depressed right now. Selena and mar came and hugged me.

"Dems she will be okay. This is good for her. It will help her get better." They said.

"I know. I'm just going to go to sleep." I said.

"Okay." They all said.

I woke up to someone shaking me.

"Tour time!" Dallas said. I got up and faked a smile.

We all walked into the arena. Even Wilmer finally joined us

"Nice of you to come." I spat.

"I've been here the whole time." He said.

"Whatever." I mumbled going to get ready. When I was done I did my meet and greet and then sound check. After that, I got changed for the concert. I was so nervous. I congratulated my opening acts Fifth Harmony and Little Mix. I then ran on stage.

3 weeks later...

I've been more and more depressed. Maddie's already at treatment and when we dropped her off she wouldn't even look at me. Selena had to leave because of work, and mar also left. All I've been doing is pushing everyone away. I was walking around again looking for Wilmer when I decided to check the room I was in front of.

"WHAT THE HECK?" I yelled. There he was banging a fan or something. Before he could explain, I ran outside crying not caring that paparazzi were taking pictures of me. I ran on bus and cried. 'Everything always happens to me!' I thought.

A/N-  Although this story is from my old account and is already written/ I  know it sucks it would be nice is if at least someone could comment.

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