A m n e s i a || myg

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8:25 PM ; Boy's Dormitory

" You'll remember soon" 

" And what if I can't? What if.. What if I don't want to? " I regain my posture and stood beside him again.

" What do you mean you don't want to?" He turned his gaze over to me and furrowed his eyebrows

" All I've been remembering were bad scenarios. What if " I paused for a second building the courage to finally tell this to Namjoon

" What if I just looked up to the future from now on?"

Namjoon gave out a deep sigh " Look I know its hard when all of us just wants to be loved" His aura started to darken

" But running away from the truth isn't gonna make you turn into a better person, into a loved person"

My eyes widen, his hands started to grip into fists as if he was holding in his anger.

" The truth you hold in your palms will not just help you but"

Namjoon grew silent for awhile, his eyes getting teary

" Save a life "

Save a life?

Namjoon crouched down to the ground, hugging his knees to his chest. He looked so  fragile like a child that was being bullied. He buried his face on his palms

" What do you mean?"

" Taehyung has taken Kim Seokjin as hostage. " He says between his soft sobbing

My mind then flashed a scenario where we encountered Namjoon and a blurred figure. Slowly, the blurred figure's face was getting clearer and clearer and to my surprise a young and handsome man apperead with loving eyes for Namjoon.

" I know it's too much to ask but please save him "

My mouth was agaped, how can someone just do this? I felt for Namjoon, his anger, his sadness, his desperation.

" He never deserved to be taken like this." Namjoon sniffled as he looked up towards the dark sky. " I'll never forgive myself if they hurt him"

I crouched down beside him, soothing his back like a mother would do.

" Namjoon I- I didn't know it was gonna be like this. " I stuttered, my guilt choking me " I am sorry"

Namjoon stood up and helped me by giving me a hand

" I know this must be hard for you" Namjoon wiped the tears off his cheeks

" But I am begging you"

I opened my arms to him, and he gladly accepted it. He wrapped his arms around me and sobbed.

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????? ; Boy's Dormitory

Darkness surrounded me, and the worst part was I heard screaming, yelling, crying.

" You liar"