i can treat you better ➵ kai parker (au)

important [you can hate me]| A/N

Ehh hey guys

So i have no freaking clue what I'm doing with this story. As a matter of fact with whatever stories (from my 40 drafts - probs more) that has been published which is just 3.

I sometimes find myself cringing at the shìt i write and I'm like "what the hell u doing gurl?"

i sorta wanna unpublish my three books:
Love me in the dark
Devilish beauty
And
I can treat you better

coz I'm terrible at updating and actually getting chapters written and stuff but I'm not entirely sure so I'm just dropping this note here to say: I'm sorry about my irregular updates /lack of updates.

I suck and i feel like my writing isn't at a level I'd want it to be at and then I get minor moments where I'm like "okay you aren't so bad at this" but then it changes pretty fast into "wow you totally suck. Your talent is at 5%. You should consider dropping writing /making it public and just keep your half-ass works hidden coz they are fuckn terrible."

I'd feel like a specific chapter is written okay but then I'd re-read it and i HATE the stuff i type for you guys. Which explains why tons of my books are in the drafts + uncompleted. I'm a mess.

Cutting my rant short :

I apologise for being a crap writer and for the shit lack of updates.
Sorry guys...

I won't say this is me saying goodbye and pulling the plug on my books coz I'm unsure & i won't be those authors that say : "bye this will be deleted" then come back and say "I'm back and i won't delete this book so sorry" coz that's unfair.

if i decide to do anything you guys will be notified but for now I'll just leave my trash works standing here with irregular af updates until ik what I'm gonna do for sure.

This was basically to say:

Sorry for the lack of updates and i don't know what I'm doing coz my writing & me makes me doubt everything i write here or anywhere else.

have a great day/night guys.

x- Adeela J
July 30th 2018