Ariel sighed as she closed her phone. she doesn't understand how she was so new to the fact of loving the blonde, but now it's gone to the point where it's destroying her.
he likes someone else, and he's mentioned her more on numerous occasions since the whole kian incident. she doesn't think she will ever be able to admit to him, especially with his eyes on someone else.
she rolls to her side and reads the clock. 4:08AM. this is the third time this week she has stayed up this late. she's thrown out the thought of sleep, even the thought of eating. the last thing she ate was an apple about a day ago. she doesn't know why she's doing this to herself, she just wants him and that's all she cares for.
she stares at the ceiling, thinking of his face. thinking of his hair, looking soft to the touch and always with every hair in place. the color looking like sand if it had gotten a little damp. then down to his forehead, where it crinkles in the best ways when he smiles or laughs. next is the eyebrows, not big not small, just right. next, oh the next. there are his stunning ocean blue eyes. the perfect color of the sea and sun colliding, making the most perfect concoction of azure. his nose is pointed, but at the same time its most delicate. down farther are his cherry blossom lips, so soft and feathered. now she doesn't know that, but that is what she imagined. she wishes she could just take her hands and trace his lips with her thumb, to his scruff around his chin, and across his dimples to his adorable ears. she just wishes she could be with him.
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