11cm Destiny

Confession : Obsession

*WARNING * Some use of MATURE WORDS and MATURE TERMS. You have been warned.

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"Dayu ah.." Qing called, glancing briefly at Dayu who had been looking outside of the window for quiet some time now, but, Dayu didn't seem to hear. Qing didn't like it, to have Dayu concentrating on something else other than him.

"Dayu.?.Love..?" Qing frowned, Dayu is lost in his thoughts again. If he wasn't, he would be looking at Qing's, now, with that pretty eyes of his.

Qing hated it, whenever Dayu is lost in his thoughts and not responding to him. He hated it. Well, he hated it whenever Dayu isn't thinking of him; that is normal for Qing. Wanting to be Dayu's number one in everything; is Qing's lifetime goal.

He considered stopping again, but they're actually pretty close to their home already, and stopping now would only lost them more time.

He wanted to feel Dayu in his arms badly. He wanted to peel every layer of clothing they're wearing and lay skin on skin on the bed. Lay? He wanted more that just lay, though. Qing's perverted thoughts is now waking the rest of his body up.

Shit. I'm digging my own grave! Qing thought. Grimacing in discomfort as his crotch became tight. Something down there, had come alive. Dammit! Qing groaned silently.

And Dayu is thinking about something else..!?While, he, Qing is having it this bad..!? The unfairness of it!!

Sometimes, Qing thought, if he loved Dayu too much and if Dayu loved him a tad too little; Because for him, Dayu was and will always be the centre of his universe; whilst Dayu often overlook him and his thoughts wander off, like now.

But, Qing knew. This is just another side of Dayu. This 'lost in thoughts' situation, would always happen to Dayu. Qing is used to it. But that doesn't mean he didn't hate it.

"Feng JianYu !" Qing called out again, this time in a loud forceful voice.

Dayu heard it this time. He blinked, the sound of Qing's voice pulled him back to the present.

Dayu looked at Qing; smiling in reminiscence.

"Dare I ask, what were you thinking about, just now?" Qing asked, in a cold voice, indicating his dislike, "don't tell me you're thinking about a man.."

Dayu laughed a little. Qing is jealous as always.

"You really wanted to dominate me, right?" Dayu teased, "my heart and my body aren't enough..You want my mind too.."

"Yes." Qing didn't hesitate, "I have said it, right? I want your everything. Everything, Dayu. I would even collect your breath if I could.." Qing isn't lying.

"Now tell me. Who's on your mind, just now?" Qing wanted to possess everything about Dayu. That's how crazy Qing is over this man.

"A man.." Dayu smiled, deliberately prolonging Qing's agony.

Qing gritted his teeth. His knuckles whitened on the wheel.

Qing knew that Dayu loved him. Qing knew that Dayu belonged to him. And Qing knew, that Dayu, thinking about another man, doesn't mean that he loved Qing any less.

But still; since the beginning, when things like this happened, Qing felt like being 'cheated'; which was ridiculous, he knew. But he couldn't help himself.

"Who?" Qing braced himself for the answer. Getting ready to kill whoever Dayu was thinking about, in his mind.

"You." Dayu smiled.

Qing blinked; taking a few seconds to take it in. Then his eyes went huge, in realisation.

"Me? But I'm right here...!" Dayu had been playing him, the nerve of the man! Qing cursed. And here he was, eaten alive by jealousy. Over who? Over himself, obviously. Dayu really knew how to play him. Only Dayu dared to do so.