11cm Destiny

Confession 5: Nightmare

"Wang Qing!" Dayu shrieked when he saw what Qing was doing, in his gym room.

"What?" Qing pretended not to understand why Dayu was shouting at him.

Qing was doing his last count of pull ups, when Dayu suddenly came home, and caught him red handed.

Dayu went out to the small grocer store nearby to buy them some grocery. It was the usual store where Qing and Dayu buy their grocery from when they didn't feel like wanting to be surrounded by people and bodyguards. It was in their neighbourhood and just a few blocks away from their apartment. Most of the people frequenting the store were public figures living in the Chaoyang Sanlitun neighbourhood area so, Qing and Dayu could visit the store without being stared at or being followed. There are even bigger stars in the neighbourhood than them, after all. Though, the store was just a small store with limited supplies but it was equipped enough with kitchen essentials.

Dayu suddenly thought that he would cook claypot chicken mushroom, for lunch today. But, when he was preparing for the dish, that's when he realised that they'd ran out of oyster sauce.

He was never good with making sure that they have enough kitchen supply. It was always Qing who made sure that they have everything they need in their kitchen, because Qing always planned in advance on what he'd be cooking. But, alas, Qing was still recuperating; it had only been several days since Qing was discharged from the hospital. Dayu made the decision that he would do the cooking for the time being. At first, Dayu allowed Qing to be in the kitchen with him when he's cooking but, Qing's just too annoying with his;

"You should not do that...."

'You should have do it like this..."

"Careful with the knife... Don't hurt yourself...!"

It was so damn annoying and it got on Dayu's nerve so much that he banned Qing from entering the kitchen until he's allowed to cook.

Dayu's not a bad cook himself. He could cook delicious meals; though maybe not as good of a cook as Qing but he's fairly confident in his cooking ability.

But, Qing's treating him like he's a complete novice in the kitchen. Qing was even nagging at him when he's cutting the onions and the vegetables and meat, telling him to be careful nonstop. There's no way that Dayu could cook in peace with Qing acting like the chef and he as the apprentice.

So, since then Qing hadn't been to the kitchen at all, he only reached the dining area to eat. The only place where Dayu allowed Qing to be in the kitchen was the sink, where he washed his hands.

That's why Qing couldn't check on their kitchen supply.

Qing is someone who always planned his cooking in advance; Dayu is the complete opposite , he preferred ad hoc decision. That's why he completely missed it, that they didn't have oyster sauce.

Hence, Dayu made the decision to dash to the store a bit.

And, Qing took the opportunity to do some exercise.

Ever since he got home, Dayu made it his utmost priority making sure that Qing's not doing too much physical activity.

In the six years that they're together; this is actually a first for Qing to be pampered by Dayu thoroughly.

It was great on one side; because the day he got home; that night as promised, Dayu made love to Qing. And he did everything. He have Qing everything he had ever wanted and more.

Dayu gave Qing the longest blowjobs ever, then when Qing wanted to taste him; usually Dayu would be so against it, that time though, Dayu gave Qing what he wanted without fusing. Qing laid on the bed as Dayu presented his glorious chrysanthemum bud to him. The only thing that Dayu didn't let Qing do was to go on top of him. Qing laid down on the bed, and Dayu made all the move. Even as he turned bright red all over from the embarrasment and the vigorous movements he made, he still continued until Qing had his release. Of course, in the end, Qing couldn't help but move his hips to thrust into Dayu's hole when he was nearing his peak, but it was only during the last few minutes or so.

The sex was incredible; though Qing preferred it that he had the freedom to move or take on any positions that he wanted; but he couldn't possibly say no to Dayu, when he looked that determined. He'd give it some time; a few more days maybe, to ease Dayu's worry a little bit. There's no way he'd let this continue for long. Like he said, it's great having Dayu lead their lovemaking once in a while but, he wanted more.

Qing's already feeling healthy. His bruises has healed completely . His stitch wounds has also healed and off bandaged. Of course, there's still a tingling sensation on that particular area but, it's not painful anymore. The doctors had even gave Qing the thumbs up to start exercising normally.

It was Dayu who didn't believe that he's already healed. Dayu still had nightmares of seeing Qing the first time after the surgery. Often, during the nights Dayu spent at the hospital, Qing would wake up, because Dayu's thrashing in his sleep, mumbling desperately for Qing to wake up and open his eyes. And it continued to this day, still. Dayu still had nightmares. Qing could only hug him close and whisper that it's alright and that he's fine. Dayu didn't wake up, but he'd instinctively reached out for Qing and then he'd gradually fall asleep again. Dayu seemed to have developed a phobia of seeing Qing get hurt. And he didn't even realised it.

Qing couldn't blame Dayu for his phobia though. He must have scared and terrified Dayu so much that it turned into a phobia. Who wouldn't, after seeing your loved ones hooked on all kinds of drips and wires like he was, after the surgery. His sister showed him a picture of him;  and he cringed himself when he saw them.

That's why, even though Qing felt that he's already recovered , he still didn't want to worry Dayu by doing things that Dayu thought he shouldn't do yet.

Hence, when he had the chance to exercise without Dayu knowing about it, he took it without thinking twice. Usually, he and Dayu would have taken half an hour at the grocer store; but, so Qing set his exercise for twenty minutes.

Unfortunately for Qing, Dayu went to the store only to buy the oyster sauce and he hurried back, thinking that he couldn't leave a sick man alone for long.

Imagine Dayu's surprise when he came home and saw that Qing's no where to be found. Dayu's heart was beating so loud when he saw that Qing's gym room was closed.

When Dayu opened it, to his horror he saw his husband who almost died, a month ago, exercising. Not only was he exercising; he's doing pull ups. Not just chin ups but pull ups!!!

Dayu shouted at Qing, then, but the nerve of the man; he ignored him and continued to do one more pull up before he set himself down onto the floor and then he turned to Dayu.

Dayu thought he'd pass out soon, from the drumming of his heart on his chest. He felt suffocated; what if Qing bleed? What if he bleed and then his wound got opened up? What if it caused some internal injury? What if that internal injury caused Qing his life?

"I can't...!?" Dayu was palpitating intensely at that moment, so much so that he couldn't breath properly. Qing's eyes grew big as he noticed Dayu's condition, "Dayu..!?" Qing gasped. Then Qing ran to Dayu and managed get to him, just in time to catch him before he hit the floor.