Afraid // Jaebum x Reader (Cannceled)

1.

Waking up at 4am isn't anyones ideal time to get ready for school. But in order to get away from my mom before she woke up, 4am was the time to leave.

I got up but didn't dare to turn on the light in my bedroom due to I have no door. I grabbed my clothes I layed out before and snuck to the bathroom, carefully closed the door, then flipped the light switch on. I looked at myself in the mirror, my body was covered in new bruses and cuts from last night. I sighed and put on my grey sweatshirt and fixed my hair so it wasn't so messy. When I looked decent enough, I snuck back to my room and grabbed my backpack and snuck out the front door.

After closing and locking the door, I ran. I ran down the block then stopped to breath. I was far enough away from home, now what do I do? The school gates open at 6am. I sighed and walked to the nearest market. Luckily it was open 24 hours. I walked down the isles looking for something to eat, when I decided on a little pack of powderd donuts. I walked up to the counter and payed, then left and walked around town a bit. The sun started coming up, indicating the school would be open soon.

~ time skip ~

Lunch came rolling around, and I walked to my usual spot in the field, but today there were some guys there. I stopped and froze when they noticed me. I saw one of them smirk, calling for me to go over to him. I rolled my eyes, turned on my heels, and started walking away. But before I could, I felt someone pull me by the hair, he then turned me around and pinned me up to the building by my wrists. I winced at the pain since I was already brused.

He slowly started leaning in, I couldn't push him off me, I hated being this weak. I closed my eyes, waiting for what was to come, then suddenly the weight on my wrists where gone. I opened my eyes, and saw two guys ontop of the guy that was just holding me. A few seconds later, another guy came with a teacher.

The three boys explained what was happening and the teacher escorted the guy previously on me away.

"H-hey, you alright." One of the guys came up to me panting. My voice didn't want to work, so all I could do was nod. "She's not hurt is she?" The other two boys said in unison. "Eh, no no, I'm fine." I flashed the 3 boys a fake smile. "Thats good. I'm Mark, this is Jackson." "And I'm JB" The boys introduced themselves. "Eh, y/n." JB smiled at me then the other two did the same. "Well we should go back to the others, they are probably worried about us." Jackson said. "Hmm oh yea, we'll see you around y/n." JB said and hugged me. Then they were off. I sighed as the bell rang and I went to my next class.

~ ~ time skip ~ ~

School was finally over, but that ment going home. The whole walk home I couldn't help but think of JB, Mark, and Jackson. I was lost in thought and before I knew it, I was home. I closed my eyes took a deep breath then walked up to the front door. My hand on the knob, before I could twist it open, it opend on its own. My mother walked out, I stepped back and flinched as she looked at me. "Ah fuck, you're here. I don't have time for you right now." She pushed me to the ground then walked to her car and left.

I was left on the ground. When her car was out of sight, I got up and ran in the house. I ran to my room and cried, I hate being so weak. I though, before falling asleep.

a/n: an attempt to write a full proper story again. This will probably never be finished, but I'll try.