Afraid // Jaebum x Reader (Cannceled)

11.

We got to Bambams house. It was a good size. I was surprised. Definitely bigger than mine. "Do you live here by yourself?" I asked in awe. "Hehe, nah, my parents are away on a business trip." He chucked. He then grabbed my hand and took me to the kitchen. "You hungry?" I nodded. Bambam grabbed an apron and tied it around his waist. He smirked at me as he began cooking Jajangmyeon. He put on some music and started danceing while he was cooking. I couldn't help but laugh. The aroma from the food mixed with my laughs distracted me that I didn't notice Bambam walked up to me and kissed my cheek. I blushed, and brushed it off as one of the boys friendly gestures.

Bambam continued dancing and cooking as I just watched. "Dinner is served." He said, handing me a bowl of jajangmyeon with some chopsticks.  I took a bite and instantly moaned. I quickly covered my mouth a blushed. "Hey, you aren't supposed to make those noises until later tonight." Bambam winked. I smacked his chest and blushed some more.

We finished our food and I was stuffed. "Boy, that was the best jajangmyeon I've ever had!" I complimented Bambam, and he smiled with pride. We cleaned up and Bambam led me to his room. "Lets watch a movie, yea?" Bambam said turning on his tv. We scolled through netfix for a few minutes before deciding on watching Pirates of the Caribbean (don't ask lol)

After watching the third part or the Pirates movies I was getting a little sleepy. I yawned and stretched. "Awe, you can't be sleepy yet. The fun hasn't even started." Bambam smirked, pulling me onto his lap, slamming his lips into mine. I tried pulling away, but couldn't, he was surprisingly stronger than I expected.

He tugged at the hem of my shirt, but I didn't allow him to take it off. I groaned and tried pushing him away again. "Come on y/n. Let me... just take a peek." He growled seductively, reconnecting our lips. He flipped us over, pinning my hands over my head with one hand, exploring my body with the other. I let out a shakey squeak. I started panicing.

With all my strength I finally pushed Bambam off of me, tears in my eyes. I pulled my knees up to my chest. I looked back at Bambam, and saw his eyes turn from lust to sorrow. "Y-y/n. I'm so s-sorry. I don't know what came over me!" I saw tears in his eyes I knew he actually was sorry. But I couldn't stop the tears. I wish Jaebum were here... wait no, not Jaebum, why am I thinking of him... I wish Yugyeom were here. I scooted towards Bambam and placed my head on his shoulder. "Its okay. I forgive you." I said in a hushed tone. Bambam wrapped his arms around me and cried into my shoulder. I wrapped my arms around him and rubbed his back, trying to sooth him. We layed down in eachothers arms, until Bambam cried himself to sleep.

I don't want him to think I hate him, so I just laid next to him. The sound of his steady breaths and heartbeat was enough to calm me to sleep.

An: I COULDN'T MAKE BAMBAM COMPLETLY BAD!!!..  he's still just a little baby. Hehe this one's pretty short , hope you liked it tho x3 Also, I'll try to update more, I've been a lazy bean lol