Afraid // Jaebum x Reader (Cannceled)

15.

I gulped, hard, as JBs eyes were piercing through me. He started walking towards me and my eyes tried to look at anything and eveything but him. He stopped in his tracks, two feet infront of me, deeply inhaling before speaking. "Why?" Was all he said. "P-pardon?" I asked in confusion. It was silent for a couple seconds, JB turned away from me, then I jumped.

"Why, Yugyeom!! He wasn't even there to save you from those assholes!! I WAS!!!" I was shocked at his question, but didn't find it in me to answer his it. "I WAS THE ONE WHO SAVED YOU!! Not him..." he was pacing back and forth. "His weak ass can't even save himself... YOU SHOULD BE MINE!!" He kept yelling, I was in tears, but he didn't notice. "I should'nt have saved you..." He whisperd. "THAN WHY DID YOU." This time he was shocked at my outburst finally noticing me choking back my tears. "What? Did you expect it to be like the fairy tales where the guy saves the damsel in distress and she would just fall for you! When I'm sorry 'prince charming!' But the world isn't like that..." I cried more. "I chose Yugyeom because he was there. Yea you "saved" me. But Yugyeom comforted me when you ran off... like the real coward you are!" I began yelling. I, never yell, but JB was pissing me off. "And you expect me to choose you? I've spent more time with the rest of the boys than I have with you..." I choked and pulled out my phone and walked out the front door slamming it behind me. "Y-Yugyeom..." I sobbed, I couldn't get any words out, I just cried and Yugyeom tried calming me on the other end of the phone. "I'll come get you." He said and hung up. I sat on the curb, as I heard things being broken and profanities spilling out of JBs house. I felt bad for his neighbors, but I had to worry about myself right now.

Jbs pov

"I chose Yugyeom because he was there. Yea you "saved" me. But Yugyeom comforted me when you ran off... like the real coward you are!" I froze, and dosed the rest of her words out, as those last 6 words filled and echoed in my head.

When I snapped back to reality, the front door slammed shut, y/n was gone. I clinched my fists and grinded my teeth as I felt the anger boil inside of me. I screamed and soon everytjing that was on the coffee table was now on the floor. There were a few candle glasses on that table that had shatterd "shit." I muttered to myself and went to pick up the glass, cutting myself in the process. "God fucking damn it! Son of a bitch!" I kept yelling out profanities as the cut was actually really bad. I wrapped it up then continued cleaning up the broken glass, not with my hands this time.

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After everything was clean, I slumped down on the sofa feeling dizzy. I placed my hand up on my head only to feel somthing wet on my forhead. I looked at the rag that was wrapped around my hand was soaked with blood. I had lost alot more blood than I thought. I started to panic and I search my phone. My vision getting fuzzy, and before I knew it, I had collapsed... ther was nothing but darkness.

An: I uploaded again today! I've just been on a role here... this might be the last one for a bit as I write the next like 5 chapters lel anyway hope you enjoyed. Also sorry Jaebum, didn't mean to hurt you, well actually I did... that way this story's a bit more dramatic lol