Afraid // Jaebum x Reader (Cannceled)

9.

While walking to school Yugyeom held my hand and we just talked about whatever there was to talk about. But in the back of my mind, I still couldn't shake the words Yugyeom said lastnight about Bambam.

We reached the school and Yugyeom didn't bother letting go of my hand. The boys are known for being touchy feely with eachother so none of them would expect us to be dateing... but sure as hell everyone else did.

I heard whispers from the crowds around us and I couldn't help but hang my head down in fear. Fear of what exactly? Fear of being judged? No. I just felt afraid and didn't know why.

We met up with the rest of the boys, well except JB, and they talked for a bit. I sighed, too loud I may add, and they all turned to me. "You okay?" Youngjae asked. "Hmm, oh yea, sorry, just a little tired still." I lied, giving them a "tired" smile.

The bell rang and we said our goodbyes. Mark grabbed my hand, I was used to it by now. We walked to class, but Mark got stopped by some girls. They started talking to him, grabbing his hands forcing him to let go of me. They walked into class together, me following behind them. I went to my normal spot as Mark sat with those girls. I didn't care tho, well I did, but I can't control him. Mark looked back at me with a pleading face and I laughed a little. I would help, but I didn't know what to do, so I just sat there.

~ bell rings ~

The bell rang and the girls were still holding onto Mark. I laughed a little to hide the fact I was feeling lonely. I wish Yugyeom was here. I sighed. There was no way Mark would be getting away from those girls, but I had an idea that would make them mad. "See ya later Markipoo." I went up to him and kissed his cheek. The girls huffed and growled at me. I smirked to myself and walked off. What the fuck was that! Why did I do that! I started thinking after. Well I guess my true self is coming out a bit. Even tho I've known these boys for a short amount of time, and they know about my life and I feel comfortable around them, so why not start showing my true self.

~ time skip ~

It was lunch time. I walked over to the table and Yugyeom stood up and was the first to give me a hug. I saw JB look at us and he smiled at me, and I smiled back. "Hey JB. How are you feeling, Mr. Storms off when hes upset." I teased a bit. He scoffed. "Looks like someones opening up." He got up and gave me a hug too. He hugged me for a long time, only pulling apart after Yugyeom cleared his throat. I blushed a little and sat next to Yugyeom, JB sitting to my right.

The rest of the boys showed up and they just talked, I, stating my opinion on a few things here and there. I felt Yugyeom grab my hand under the table, causeing me to blush.

"So y/n, how was your night at Yugyeoms house? Ready to stay with me tonight." Bambam said, giving off a very suductive face. "Wait. She's taking turns staying at our houses. Why wasn't I informed!" JB said loudly. "Well cause you stormed off. Looks like we need to schedule Jaebum in now guys." I said with a giggle. He grabbed my arm and faced to towards him. "What did you just call me?" He growled. Me and the rest of the guys laughed at his reaction. "Oh, shit I'm sorry, I forgot you don't like your real name." He let go of me chuckled a bit. "Yea, add me to the schedual tho. Since I was originally the one to uh save her." JB winked at me. I blushed, then I felt Yugyeoms grip on my hand get a little tighter. I patted his leg with my free hand reasuring him not to worry, and he losened his grip.

~ time skip ~

School was over and we were all standing in the front of the school. "See you tomorrow, we'll come by and get you two at around noon." Mark said. And they all started walking in separate direction, except Yugyeom and JB. Yugyeom blushed and JB just stared at the ground.

"Uh well we'll see you guys tomorrow." Bambam said as he grabbed my hand and started walking. "Wait, y/n, whats your number, I realized I may be the only one without it." JB said with a light chuckle. "Oh, about that. I don't... I don't have a phone." I said awkwardly. "We'll get you one tomorrow. And maybe a couple of outfits for each of our houses, since you'll be going back and fourth." Yugyeom said awkwardly then flashed a bright smile. I smiled back.

"We really should get going now tho. See ya tomorrow." Bambam said. I hugged JB and Yugyeom. Then started walking with Bambam. He grabbed my hand as we walked. I swear these boys with their physical contact. I giggled a bit. "Whats so funny?" Bambam asked. I shook my head and told him it was nothing.

An: aaahhhhhhh!!!!... okay, see ya in the next chapter lol