Afraid // Jaebum x Reader (Cannceled)

7.

Marks pov

I woke up to a little fluff ball jumping on me and licking my face. "Aye Coco!" I laughed as she continued to attack my face. After getting her off me I took her out back to let her use the bathroom. As she was outside I went to my room to go wake y/n up. When I walked in the room I saw she was already awake. "Goodmorning." I smiled warmly at her. She smiled back. "Want some breakfast?" She nodded and got out of bed and followed me to the kitchen. I got the eggs out and some pancake batter and made our breakfast.

~ time skip ~

After we ate it was about time for school to start so we got ready. Y/n just wore my sweats and the sweatshirt JB bought her yesterday. She looked absolutely beautiful and didn't even need to try. We walked into school and when to our first class.

Your pov

It was luch time, which meant I had to tell the boys what was going on. We all sat at the table and waited for JB to show up. BamBam and Yugyeom bickering like always. I laughed to myself as the two argued about whatever it was. Then JB walked through the door, I saw him smile a little when he saw I was wearing the sweater, but when we locked eyes his smile vanished. He sat down as far from me as he could. I sighed and looked down at my hands.

"So y/n... would you like to tell us whats going on?" Youngjae asked. I slightly nodded took a deep breath and began to spean.

~ flash back ~

"Daddy daddy!!" I called out to my father. "Ah my little princess, how was school?" He said as he picked up my small body and spun me around. "It was amazing! My friend Sara gave me this braclet!" The bracelet said bff on it, it was blue, Sara had the pink on since she was more girly than me anyway.

My dad and I walked home as I talked about my day at school. My dad responding to me as any parent would to a 5 year old.

We made it home and I ran to the kitchen to hug my mom as she was making dinner. She kisses my forhead and asked me how my day was, and I gave my mom the same response I gave my dad when he asked the same question.
~ ~ ~

"My parents and I were close." I told the boys with a small smile. Remembering the good times.
~ ~ ~

~ 4 years later~

It was my first day of grade 4. My mom dropped me off like she did every morning, but she was quiet, unlike herself. Dad also wasn't home this morning, he didn't come home lastnight either. I didn't know why he didn't come home, but I was worried.

That day of school was pretty normal until 20 minutes before class was over, I got called up to the front office. I saw my dad and smiled. He smiled back, but I could tell it was forced and fake, "Daddy, are you okay?" I asked. He sighed then crouched down to my size. "Listen princess." He sighed. I wanted to cry before I even knew why. "Daddy is gonna be gone for a very long time. Tell your mother I'm sorry for everything." The tears were streaming down my face as I hugged my dad begging him not to leave. We sat there, me in his arms, tears staining my face and his shirt. We pulled apart, my dad kissed the top of my head. "I love you princess, I always will." He stood up and left and I just sat there, waiting for school to end.

~ few week later ~

"Mom, you're drinking too much." I told my mom as she was drunk again for the 4th night this week. "Oh shut up!" She yelled then smacked me. This was the first time she's ever hit me, I was scared and ran to my room and cried.
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"My mom told me if it weren't for me, my dad wouldn't of had an affair." Tears were threatening to spill. "And since the first time she smacked me, it just got worse from there. She started throwing things at me. Sometimes cutting me with broken beer bottles." The tears were falling. "In middle school I stopped talking to people. I felt that I was useless and that I was unfit to be happy, since my mom wasn't happy anymore... everyday I'm terrified to go home. So I always sneek in the house in hopes to not see her, and I wake up at 4am to leave the house before she wakes up, so I don't have to see her and deal with the pain." I sobbed.

Yugyeom wrapped his arms around me and I hugged back and cried in his shoulder for the second time. JB got up and left. Jinyoung went to call out for him, but Jackson stopped him. The lunch bell rang and it was time to go to class. "Hey, lets just, go home. You can stay at my house." Yugyeom said sweetly. I wiped my face and agreed. "Wait, she was already staying with me." Mark said grabbing my hand. "Oh, alright. Well maybe she can take turns staying with all of us." Yugyeom said. BamBam and Mark agreed, but Jinyoung and Youngjae had an excuse as to why I couldn't stay with them. Jackson stayed quiet, he looked hurt.

As the 3 boys decided a schedual for what days I stay with who I went up to Jackson. "You okay?." He looked at me and smiled. "I'm fine, just thinking." I hugged him he froze and then hugged back. We pulled away and I smiled at him. "Come one y/n you're staying with me tonight." BamBam said in a hurried tone. "BamBam, you're not that slick, she stays at my house tonight!" Yugyeom yelled, took me by the hand and we walked off.

The walk to Yugyeoms house was quiet, but he held my hand the whole time. I couldn't help but blush the whole way....

An: i dragged this one out a bit more than I wished for oops.