I wish I could go to bed now, then I wouldn't even be able to sleep for another hour because I'd have my time to think and push my fucking problems back as much as I can so I don't just collapse into a sad pathetic little ball in the middle of the floor.
And by that point I don't even think I'd care if everyone thought I was a big baby.
So whatever. If you think I'm so stupid and helpless and pathetic than fine.
Think what you want, I just don't care.
