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I used to focus on the smaller monsters, Hoping that The bigger ones would Somehow Lose significance and fade away Come to realize The bigger monsters, And the smaller monsters? They're one in the same. It's all me- A prison of my own making. -Ra...

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Entry 7

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by RavenandChessie

by RavenandChessie

September 1, 2017

Are you happy?

Are you happy, now that after three years, I'm finally broken?

Are you happy?

Are you happy, knowing that everything I once stood for is six feet under?

Are you happy?

Did it bring you pleasure,watching the light fade from my eyes, never to be seen again?

Were you entertained, seeing me slowly die inside?

Are you happy?

Are you content, knowing that I'm finally broken, that your hard work finally paid off?

Are you not troubled, knowing I no longer sleep peacefully at night?

Are you happy?

Are you not sorry that because of you, I have lost my will to live?

"No, I'm not sorry."

Is what you once said to me.