Defying Gravity

This longing

Alice found me on that cliff. She saw me there and came for me at night fall. She simply sat next to me, not saying a word.

'How did it happen?' she softly asked after a few minuets. 'I was at Bella's, and he looked at me' I replied, not taking my gaze off the sky. She turned to me with a pained look. 'It's becoming unbearable, isn't it.' I knew she was talking about the longing. I needed to see him, but it was the last thing i wanted. 'Yes' I whispered.

We sat there for hours, i wondered if she had told the others. I wasn't usually at home at nights, but i wondered if they would begin to question my disappearance. I just hoped to god she wouldn't tell Bella. I'm sure she wouldn't, but to doesn't stop me worrying.

But I had hardly worried, my thoughts were only filled of him. He never left, always this need in my head, never at the back, always the topic of my thoughts. I knew that the direction of my thoughts would lead me to see him. That this longing would take over if I didn't feed it.

A/N I'll try my best to update ^^. If your wondering where I started to change the story, I began to rewrite in chapter 5