Been a couple days since I last wrote.. Sorry guys. My mind is pretty outta line right now. Moving on though.
There's this constant ache in my chest. Especially around her. Especially when I wrap my arm around her shoulders. Especially when I hug her. Especially when I look at her,and everything else disappears.. The ache has gotten worse. Especially since she's leaving.. And fuck if I haven't cried.. Me and mom will be talking I just start crying. Or I'll think about it and start crying. I still want to refuse that it's reality. But I'm just fighting myself on that.. Because I know it's reality. It's just the pain,the heartache.. It's putting me into depression. I can feel it. I know it. And I know it's going to be worse when she leaves. I just literally don't know what I'm gonna fucking do.. I just don't know..
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My Thoughts And Other Randomness
RandomJust a messed up guys thoughts,and other random things. Just trying to get through another day,and writing helps with that. Soooo yeah that's about it
