That I would save myself for marriage
We told everyone that were a couple like four months ago because I didn't want to hide it anymore i love him and I wanted people to know that
I was sitting at the counter on the bar stool my mom was over my house Justin was too he was in the basement by himself watching a movie
"mom when did you loose your virginity" i blurted out "um wow okay was not expecting that but I was 17 and i got pregnant with you" she told me "did you use a condom" I asked
"no we didn't" she told me "did you love him do you think If you didn't get pregnant he was the one you were gonna married and maybe plan on having a baby" "no jade he was not the one I did not love him if I didn't get pregnant i wouldn't have you but I would never have married him but why are you asking all these questions" she asked "did you have sex with Justin?" She asked
"No but I'm 20 he's twenty three we've been dating for 8 months I absolutely without a doubt love him with all of my heart and I want to take that next step with him and I know one day I will marry him i just made a promise to myself that I was gonna wait" i told her "jade did you make that promise because I had sex
and got pregnant at 17" she asked i nodded "jade i did something stupid and I had sex but everything happens for a reason if that didn't happen then you wouldn't be here and sex is
supposed to be with the person you love and if you love him if you truly believe he's the one if you know that one day you are going to marry him then you make love with him jade he's yours forever" she explained to me i smiled
....
She left
I walked downstairs to something that I was not expecting Justin master bating "oh my god Justin what are you doing. Never mind I know what you're doing. Why are you. Ugh I can't even." I said and walked upstairs then up the stairs again and into my room I shut the door
Justin's pov I finished what I was doing released myself then stood up I ran upstairs and into her room she is laying down watching me I walked into the bathroom I took everything off and got in the shower I washed everything and got out and dried off and dried my hair and wrapped the towel around me I walked out of the room
Back to me Justin dropped his towel my eyes widened I moaned he looked at me I covered my mouth with my hands he put his underwear on and looked at me he crawled into bed with me
"are you mad at me" he asked "why would I be mad at that" i asked "I don't know I thought" he told me I kissed him passionately then deepened the kiss then pulled away
"I'm ready my mom told me that if you love someone and believe you are gonna marry that person one day then you should make love with them if you want to.
I made a promise to myself when I put this ring on that I'd wait until marriage but I did it so I wouldn't get pregnant before marriage because my mom had me so young" I told him "babe I'm here for you if you got pregnant I wouldn't leave you I'd help you my mom had me when she was 18 it happens" he told me
"But your ready are you sure I don't want to push you in doing something you don't want to do" "I want to I promise you"
2 days later I got agent provocateur lingerie at sparks fifth Ave for my night with Justin. I'm wearing it under my clothes
Justin's pov I bought fake candles and a bunch of rose petals I cleaned my room and house and washed clothes then i set everything up for tonight then i got ready in (pic above)
Back to me
I was getting ready for a magical night the most perfect night the most perfect place with the absolute most perfect guy I got ready in (pic above)
We just got our food we took our first bites "this is good" i said i chewed and swallowed then looked up at him "are you gonna talk to me or are you just gonna stare at me" i asked him
"Im sorry babe you look amazing, I'm just nervous this night has to be perfect" he confessed
"Justin as long as were together everything is perfect" i said
...10:00
At Justin's house we walked upstairs and into Justin's room i gasped "oh my god justin you did this this is beautiful babe i love you" i told him he smiled
...
we were upstairs in his room i was sitting on his lap straddling him i glaced down at my ring justin was shirtless he brought my chin up "we don't have to" he said "i want to" I told him he smiled i took off the ring put it in Justin's nightstand drawer and justin and I started kissing
