I've always been a bad kid from the time I was little until now being bad is my super power that's all I've ever known. I've been locked up a few times I've been charged with assault and battery robbery possession of drugs
when I was 3 my dad left he got charged with a felony, my dad's a felon and I went away for 5 years my mom never gave a shit about me she was addicted to heroin my whole life I was addicted to heroin before I even had a choice to make my own decisions my dad was running a meth lab and Colorado in our basement now he is in prison who knows when he'll get out
I blame my mom for most of the shit that happened to me my dad abused me and abandoned me but so did she you can't choose your parents but if I had to I wouldn't choose the ones I have sorry that's just my opinion my mom I blame her for what the asshole did to me she's been clean since I was 11and 2 years later she married a guy named Jeremy Bieber
but anyways I'm a fucked up kid and most of which I didn't have a choice but now I do and I'm stuck in the same spot and I just keep spiraling out of control and I'm a good kid I know I am but my life gets so hard each day life goes by it's like one thing after another and I don't want to do it anymore
drugs got me through the good and the bad times I care more about getting high than I do about my own family because they all left me drugs were my family and I didn't give a shit I still don't but I don't want to be like my mom I don't want to be like my dad I want to be my own person and make my own decisions
but it's hard when you're so addicted to substances and you try so hard only to see yourself fail the people I hang out with don't want to see me succeed they want to see me fail I want a second chance and I don't know if I'll ever get one I'm 17 on the world feels like it's crashing down on top of me crumbling at my feet
my chest when I thought life can't get any better it started The Authority was just about to turn in but then I was given a second chance I was moved to Madison Indiana went to the Madison juvenile correctional Facility it's prison but for girls we wear purple sweatshirts black pants and black shoes makeup you're not allowed to touch the other girl because you're in there and you're gay whether you're gay or not but I'm not doing that
I've been here for 2 months I don't pick fights with people unless drugs are involved and in here I don't pick fights because drugs aren't there I've had withdrawal but I'm doing better than I was I miss my family I want to turn my life around like my mom did get married have kids be there for them unlike my family was for me it's got to start somewhere so why not here
I have one friend who looks out for me and tries to keep me out of trouble he's my best friend his name is Justin Bieber he's also my step-brother when I'm around him I do good things when I'm not that's where things go wrong I miss him a lot I love him
" like I don't want to pick a fight with you but I've seen it all my dad went to prison when I was 3 and got out when I was 9 and went back when I was 12 my mom was on drugs when I was born before I was born I'm lucky to be alive she was on heroin and when I was 8 she was running a meth lab when I was 11 she got out of prison that a guy named Jeremy Bieber married him and I got a stepbrother named Justin
