Angst - Shadow for him

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Hi im Crystal !

Im very popular and a lot of people say that my name suits me because im very beautiful and over all perfect but..

Things has changed.........

I can not understand a thing .... i became so useless when I graduated

I followed my childhood friend... he was outstanding and his name is Light

[A/N no!! Not light yagami! He's another person!]

He graduated with perfect marks . He was so good at everything name it and he's good at it!

Tennis? Yes!

Doing laundry? Not even a single stench can escape his skills

Being a model? Heck yeah!

I was considered as perfect but compared to him I was nothing but a small black dot

He runs a company ... the most biggest and grand company in Asia !

I cant believe we were so close back then ! But... since I left him in his weakest time he changed ... and got over me

Back then he was so obsessed with me.... but I didn't care.... But now I was the one being obsessed and This time he was the one who didn't care

I cant really stop loving him though

But I know he still loves me

He still do little things just to make sure he was still showing love

But all of that change in a moment

A moment when.... he finally found his so called TRUE LOVE

And it wasn't me

Little by little he was getting out of reach .... I cant even talk to him now a days

I cant blame him the woman he saw is beautiful ... perfect body , perfect face , perfect mind in fact she owns the second best company in Asia

Many fans of them was shipping them

Many gossip about how cute they are together.... many say they were the perfectest couple

I mean come on! Is perfectest even a word?!

Stupid them! Why can they ship them and not ship US! Wait , is there even an US????

She became so close to him!

Im left here....

I still remember the promise he told me

Flash back!

"Hey Crystal let me be your light! And I promise when we grow up Im gonna marry you , promise!"

"Ohhh of course !! I love you Till the end of time!"

Flash back end

Tsk how gullible am I to believe that THAT will come true

Bitter sweet memories came to my mind one by one .....

I cant stop loving him!

I am motivated but.... years passed by ... still nothing .... until one day

"Will you marry me?"

"Yes!"

That wasn't me.... it was Light and HER

They were preparing for the wedding..

Then SHE cane to me

"Hi ! Umm I am Angel and you are Light's friend right! "

I faked smiled for her and Light

"Well yes! Why?"

"Ohh well what is Light's favorite color? He never told me " tch their gonna get married and she doesn't know Light's favorite color

"Its Red"

"Ohh thank you!"

And with that she walked away.... I ran to my house ... I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!

I never went out .....

Light's POV

Im busy preparing for Angel and all but I feel something missing ... like this wasn't meant to happen ....

I remembered that tomorrows the wedding everything all set up

Some thing was missing what is it ?

Time skip + wedding

Finally me and Angels day has come

Time skip + after party

I feel so weird .... something was missing in sure of it! But what ?!!!

Then it hit me .... what happened to Crystal? I never payed much attention to her now that Angel was in my world

I felt a pang of guilt and worried took over me..... I excused my self at the party and went to her house

I went to her house and entered... I knocked at her bedroom but she didn't respond so all I did was open it

What i saw is horrid.......

She was lying in a pool of blood , her blood.

She has cuts all over her and many bruises a lot of pills around her and the most dreaded injury......... a stab in the heart......

There was a note......

CRYSTALS POV + Plus wedding scene

He was there smiling happily and a lot of people is rejoicing... I didn't have the guts to go to their wedding so I watched it live......

Every word the priest let out of his mouth .... every wound I get.... I wrote a letter to him

Hello dear Light

I wanted to tell you that I love you a long time ago.... Im sorry for everything and Im thankful to God that he let me have you for a moment

Everything we have done is pure magic

Remember your promise?? The one that you will marry me?? Remember what I replied? Remember that I said that I will love you TILL THE END OF TIME

I will love you till the end of time but I don't want to love you anymore but my heart says otherwise

So I ended my life just to stop my heart from taking over my whole body.... Hope you will love her as much as I love you... I guess Im just a shadow to your light

From Crystal❤️🌹

There done writing!

"You may kiss the bride!"

Crying was not the solution.....

And there I stabbed my own heart....

No happy ending for me I guess?

Closing my eyes slowly remembering stupid memories of me and him....

I am really just a

          SHADOW FOR HIM......

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