You were ice-hearted towards me.
Monotone dialogue captivated our conversations.
During BTS and BLACKPINK's MC events, you tried to avoid me as much as possible without making it seem obvious to the camera.
You talked with Yoongi more, the way you did with me. It seemed different though. As if it was just a distraction from me.
The other girls invited us to your dorms and I walked into you making out with Jimin. You were breaking Rose's heart and mine. How reckless were you to ignore this?
My heart wrenched every time I saw you hang out with my other members willingly. Why were you ignoring me?
Ignorance isn't going to help our situation. At this rate, we will never be with each other for a single nanosecond. And we are breaking up our groups while we're at it.
I couldn't just erase my feelings for you. All I ever wanted in a girl was right in front of me, but she ignores me- as always.
I had to meet so many expectations whilst handling my heart.
I will never get my way.
DU LIEST GERADE
l y r i c // namjen
Fanfictionlyr·ic: the words of a song; expressing the writer's emotions, usually briefly and in stanzas or recognized forms ~ a secret lyric journal finds its way into namjoon's hands. ~ - an installment of the lyric series - published : september 8th, 2017