Flying

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You watch me fall

You watch me fly

You watch me as everone tries to break the walls that I hold inside

I've done everything I can

I've saved your neck more times than I can count

But you haven't done a thing for me

Why am I risking this for you?

I see you there

you don't care

About everything that I have done for you

I have have saved your life so many times

When have you ever done anything for me?

You turn away

I watch the world ends

And everyting begins again

You days are up

Your time has come

I watch as they line us up

You are first

I see them take aim

I watch you fall

I watch you fly

I watch as break everything you have inside

I take a step back

And hold to my heart

I shouldn't run forward

I should stay where I am

But here I am saving you again

I cradle your head

I rock your soul

I know that this love is one sided

I know that you don't care

About everything that I have done for you

You don't even tell me to save myself

You use me as a sheild to get you out of death

You have watched as I fall

You have watched as I fly

You have watched as everyong has broke me inside

You never cared

You never helped

But everytime you needed something

I have been there

Right by your side

I have never let you fall

But here I am falling because I cannot catch you this time

All you do is get in trouble

All I do is save your neck

Time after time

You have never saved mine

I watch you fall

I watch you fly

I have watched everything you hold inside

As they broke you piece by piece

And always I have put you back together

Then you'd just go get yourself anotherprice on your head

And everytime I think you care

All you ever want is to get me in your bed

I should have learned by now

I should have gave on the second time

I cannot keep cleaning up after you

When you don't even thank me at all

I have watched myself fall so far

Yet I have flown so high

But then I find you breaking me inside

All you are is trouble

Yet I cannot let you go

You are all I have and yet today

I walk away

I let you go

I let you fall

I let you fly somewhere 

Where maybe you will actually care

About what you do

About how break everyone you have

And maybe you will rest

And I will fall 

I will fly

And maybe on this day

I will be free

Free from you

Free from me

Free from everyone who I have ever seen

Just me and the clouds

Watching the sky

Never thinking twice about your life

I have watched you fall

I have watched you fly

I have watched everyone has broken you inside

But now I don't care

Now I am done

I stand up and move away

As they take aim

The shot rang out

You have fallen

You have flown

You have broken on the inside for the last time

You have made me fall

You have made me fly

You have made me break and never tired to put it right

I don't know why I ever cared

Why gave you more than I could spare

But its done

Now your gone

Will I ever be able to move on?

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