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What is love to Cloude

If someone had to ask me how I feel about being in a relationship or feel about love. I'd be pretty quiet about it. I see tons of people finding someone who is a crush abd may impact their life. And some have someone that truly understands them.

Then there is me. Nerdy, stupid at times, weird, sensative, emotionally sometimes. It's like I'm a big bowl of mysterious food! I hate love. Because I dunno what it is when having it with a significant other. *Shrugs looking away* I've been asked if I want a husband someday. I'm honestly not sure anymore. I'm scared they'll leave me with just my kids. Or see me as strange and not like another girl who fits their type. I'd rather be by myself. Maybe because it's safer? Or maybe because it's like a bubble. I won't get hurt by someone. Yet I'm hurt without someone.

So what is love to me? Well. It's a present. A present you've wanted for so long and it last awhile or it's a fake. Abd gives you displeasure. So please everyone. Enjoy whom you have. Even if that person left you. Your beautiful/handsome and deserve something greater. Everyone has a path that someone else may have too. And you may run into them.

Me though? Well...a path by myself so far sounds the safest. No matter how much I wish to share my path with another significant lover.