In which Lauren is an Instagram model and Camila decides to message her.
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laurenjauregui: baby you know it's all fake
spoopypapi: yes of course i know. but i just can't lauren
spoopypapi: he gave you a fucking canon camera. what can i give you? you left me and Normani stayed her with Dinah and i've felt so fucking alone and you just go and do this shit
spoopypapi: i cant see you be happy with someone else. i don't care if it's fake. he loves you, i already know.
spoopypapi: to him, this isn't fake.
spoopypapi: we haven't talked about him in a while and then there's this. fuck lauren
laurenjauregui: baby please it's okay you're my one and only you know this
spoopypapi: i fucking kNow it's obvious
spoopypapi: and i shouldn't let this get to us but i dunno
laurenjauregui: i know things are hard and i shouldn't have left you but i have work.
spoopypapi: i had work too! but no, you fucking snuggled into me and i knew it was gonna end eventually so i didn't go for the whole time you were here
spoopypapi: you are so goddamn lucky that i didn't get fired
spoopypapi: but no, you have to publicity stunts and go to parties for fucking work.
spoopypapi: i LOVE you lauren
spoopypapi: how did you feel when lucy and i almost dated?
spoopypapi: how we always talked to eachother?
laurenjauregui: i felt like i fucked up. like i lost my chance
spoopypapi: see now we're here.
spoopypapi: you had me in your arms a day ago and now you're wrapped in his
spoopypapi: you don't have one single idea of how that feels.
spoopypapi: i don't think we should talk for a while.
laurenjauregui: no please camila
laurenjauregui: you know i love you
laurenjauregui: please you're the only thing that really keeps me going. through all of this bullshit. everytime his fucking rough hands are on me i think of yours and i cant do that if you're going to do this to me please camz
laurenjauregui: please don't fucking leave me like this
spoopypapi: i love you more than anything.
laurenjauregui: please don't
spoopypapi: lauren you have to fix this
laurenjauregui: i cant i'll lose everything i have worked for
spoopypapi: you won't.
spoopypapi: but you shouldn't be scared of losing everything if it means keeping me.
spoopypapi: i love you, i just think my heart won't be able to handle seeing you and him together.
