50 Tints Of Gray

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It's been a few days since I've gone to work.

Since I am the boss..and I really don't care.

I've just stayed home.

Texts from Grayson showing up on my lock screen.

Occasional texts from Ethan asking if I'm alright and saying that Grayson is worried.

I've been sleeping.

Thinking.

Wondering.

I've been restless.

Unhungry.

And infuriated.

I even saw my neighbor Grayson cheated on me with.

After taking the 'boyfriend title' as he calls it.

I'm disgusted with how much I thought this could work.

Him.

Me.

It all seems so easy.

We had just become official.

And he ruined it.

Tears stream down my face.

when suddenly someone buzzes at the entrance for me at my complex.

I hit the button back and squeak out a sad mourning voice.

"H-..hello?" I call out into the speaker.

"..Y/N?.. is that you?"

It's Grayson.

It's not Ethan pretending to be Grayson.

It's Grayson.

"U-um.." is all I can get out.

Before I hear my door close.

I must've left it open the last time I went out.

3 days ago...

I go into my room and lay down.

I want him to see what he's done to me.

I want him to feel it in his bones.

I snuggle into my blankets and wait for disaster to strike.

A few minutes later.

A very sad looking Grayson walks in.

Like yeah he's sad, but it looks like he hasn't showered in days.

He's doing what I'm doing..

Trying to make me feel bad.

It's not going to happen.

I glare at him.

Nothing but silence filled the air.

"Yes?" I ask.

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