50 Tints Of Gray

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I wake up in the hospital.

Unsure of how I got here.

Unsure of why I'm here in the first place.

And then I see him.

Sitting in the left corner of the room.

Staring at me with wide eyes.

Yawning every few minutes.

He doesn't know I can see him.

Just like I couldn't see him until just now.

He keeps running his fingers through his hair.

He's worried about me.

But our relationship is toxic.

But I need him.

I can't live without him.

And he knows that.

He knows the way he makes me feel.

The way he controls me.

I love it.

I

"I love you, Grayson." I squeak out.

"W-what did you say?"

He's questioning me.

He rushes over to me and puts his hand on my face.

Caressing it.

"Y/N did you just say you-"

I cut him off.

"I love you Grayson."

I say sincerely.

I grab onto his wrist and look into his glowing brown eyes.

He's.

He's perfect.

Oh, please say it back.

Grayson's POV

She just told me she loved me.

I mean I love her.

I know for sure I do.

But if she was just about to leave me a few hours ago,

Does she really?

Or is it just a feeling of the past.

I can't show I'm vulnerable.

Not about this topic.

I can't accept this.

Not this early.

Not yet.

"I need time Y/N"

I say gently releasing her face.

Her soft skin tingles the palm of hand.

Without it my skin goes cold.

"Oh. Okay."

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