How?

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November 2007

I don't know.

I really don't know.

I can't concentrate on what I'm doing.

Zeke.

He asked me last night if I can go to JP's party with him. I don't know what's gotten in to me and I just said YES.

It's not as if I don't know that he likes me but I just don't want to assume. He never said it anyway. He just does those things - stuffed toy, pizza, notes, lunch outs, good morning and good night texts. I sometimes notice that he's staring at me.

I don't know the exact word to explain what I'm feeling. I'm not bothered. It's just that I don't know how to react to him.

How do you react to someone who likes you?

I have never been in a relationship. Although, my friends are and were in a relationship. I just never knew that I'll be in one. I've had crushes but most of the time they don't like you back.

How does it feel like to be in love?

Is it the same as what I see in movies? Or read in books? I don't know. I don't have anything to compare it to. My parents are not the best example either.

This just feels all knew to me.

I hope there is an Idiot's Guide to Falling In Love or Falling In Love 101.

xoxo,

xoxo,

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