Far Away
The year's about to end again
but look, we still haven't
seen each other's faces
nor heard personal voices
Years have passed quickly
of me being unmindful
that I was growing wounds
no one could ever patch up
You were the light I long to see,
the butterfly in my dreams
but I was just one of a leaf
in your forest of trees
You were my biggest fancy
that I always prayed above
but it seems my voice was low
not enough to reach God
I became used to being far
from your side and your life
and knowing you wouldn't care
just stings too much
Pain was once a stranger
until it became my friend
didn't expect I'll get used to it
like playing numb till the end
Loving you was of course free
but it's a luxury I can't afford
for loving me back is futile
one of a kind illusion
Dedicated to: KSD
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