A few of you have been asking for an update on my physical/mental state right now. As of right now I am actually doing okay, well for someone who is suicidal. I have had minimal panic attacks and I haven't cut since the first update. My depression is getting better in my opinion and less people have been triggering my need to cut. As much as I hate to say it I don't think I'm has happy as I used to be still, and I don't know when I will be. I am just trying to update as much as I can, but once it's been about 5 or 6 hours and there's only about 100 words on the page I get very stressed and start needing to cut again. Although I'm getting faster again and now there's about 200 words on a page around the 2 hour mark of writing. I haven't forgotten about you, but I do need time to heal, and try to have a positive outlook on life again, and that's not easy. But you guys have been really accepting and really nice about my situation and I am really thankful for all your comments!! I love you all (that's why I say "see ya luvs" at the end of every chapter/update.) I am fighting! Be expecting an update!! XX
See ya luvs - Kookie
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Vampire // k.t.h + j.j.k
FanfictionKim Taehyung, he was just your everyday guy, work, eat, sleep and repeat. But when his boss makes him stay late, making him miss the bus, only letting him off work at 7:00, Taehyung decides to take the back ally way home.
