Thoughts In The Three AM

these are some things i have to get rid of because the counselor said so. yeah

Oh well. Here we go

-Song: suicide love song

Can someone just let me drown?

Can someone just let me jump?

Can someone just let me starve?

Can someone just set me free?

I just want to be free.

I just want to be me.

Why, won't you, break these chains?

That hold me in this place.

I just want to leave.

I just want to find me.

I don't want you, to leave me alone

Don't leave me alone

The second i'm alone, the thoughts come rushing in

Yes the second i'm alone, the voices scream again

So don't leave me alone

Don't play on your phone

]Just talk to me

Don't leave me

You get the voices to shut up

You get the thoughts to go away

So don't go away

Stay

Please won't you stay

You're the only person i can talk to

You're the only person i've opened up to

So i get it why you won't let me drown, jump, starve

But please just set me free

But please just set me free

I don't tell them my problems, cause they don't care

But i'll tell you my problems, when they aren't near

Cause i know you care, i know you fear

But as long as i have you i'm not going anywhere

But if you leave

Like all the others before

But if you close that door

You'll leave me broken

You'll leave me hurt

And you know i will crumble

I've been rejected so many times

No one seemed to love me

But you changed all of that

So please don't leave

I'm begging you not to leave me

I'm begging you not to hurt me

I'm begging you

I'm begging you

I'm begging you to never leave

So basically what this song is saying

I need you

Yes I do

You know that it's true

Cause I, yes I

Need you

Goodbye: a poem by me.

You're in my thoughts