Being Your Second Wife (SLOW UPDATES)

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Shiv POV

"Aur tum is baare mein kya sochte ho ?" Sakshi asked.

"I don't know." I sighed.

Shreya Suman ki twin sister hai so relationwise wo meri saali lagi par starting se wo meri dost cum counsellor rahi hai. Mera aur Suman ka relationship bhi hamesha smooth nahi raha, dating se leke humari shaadi tak humare beech kai ups and downs rahe par Shreya hamesha humara strongest moral support rahi.

Usne hamesha hum dono ko bandhe rakha. Wo meri bahut achhi dost hai and mujhe jab bhi kuch samajh nahi aata mai usse apni problems discuss karta hoon, wo bina kisi judgement ke apni opinion deti hai.

Kal raat Kaya se baat karne ke baad mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha. I agree maine uske baare mein wo sab kaha but kal jab wo mujhse sab baatein kar rahi thi to I felt so guilty.

"Hmmmm.....iska matlab tum kahin na kahin usse agree karte ho ?"

I looked at her questioningly.

"Aise mat dekho mujhe. Zaroor uski baaton mein kuch na kuch sachai rahi hogi otherwise tum itne disturb hokar mere paas nahi aate." She had that smile on her face which comes when she knew she is right.

"Shreya kal jab Kaya ye Ansh ki baat uthaayi to mujhe wakai mein feel hua. Wo bada ho raha hai and its obvious ki kal wo humare beech ke tension ko mehsoos kar sakega. Isse uski growth pe asar pad sakta hai."

"Hmmmm...."

"To tum Kaya ke saath dhang se kyun nahi pesh aate Shiv ?"Shreya asked

"Excuse me ! Mai dhang se hi pesh aata hoon."

She raised her brows "Really ?"

"Fine....No.." Maine shayad hi kabhi dhang se usse baat kari hai.

"Kyun Shiv ? Jahan tak mai tumhe jaanti hoon Tum hamesha se bahut chivalrous bande rahe ho. Tum sabko respect dete ho to fir use kyun nahi !?"

Jab koi aapko sach dikhata hai to aap honestly use nahi sunna chahte kyunki aapko apni galtiyan dikhne lagti hain. Wahi mere saath hua, mai bhi Shreya se nazre churaane laga.

"Shiv sach mein batao mujhe tumhare dimaag mein kya chal raha hai ?" Shreya ne mujhe daat kar poocha.

"Honestly Shreya mujhe lagta hai ki agar mai usse has kar baat karoon, uska khayal rakhoon ya koi bhi wo kaam karoon jo ek pati ko karne chahiye to mai Suman ke saath galat kar raha hoon. Kahin Kaya Suman ki jagah na le le. Is liye mai na chahte hue bhi usse rude ho jaata hoon."

I poured my feelings out to her. Kuch der tak Shreya mujhe dekhti rahi fir uske expressions gusse waale ho gaye.

"Out of all people maine tumse aisi baatein expect nahi kari thi Shiv."
She almost yelled.

I looked down I knew wo kya baat kar rahi thi. Mai infact hum sabhi Suman, Shreya, Shreya's husband hum sabhi kaafi progressive thinking ke rahe hain. Humne remarriage ko hamesha support kiya hai, lambe lambe bhasad diya karta tha mai ki punar vivaah kitna acha option hota hai, do bikhare hue logon ki life ban jaati hai and now when I am actually into it I am myself acting completely opposite.

"Look I am sorry mujhe aise nahi bolna chahiye tha Shiv.
Par tum samajhdaar ho Shiv tum aisi baat karoge maine kabhi nahi socha tha. Suman humare beech nahi rahi and isme Kaya ka koi lena dena nahi hai. Tumhe lagta hai tum Kaya ke kareeb jaakar Suman ko cheat karoge par jo insaan ab humaare beech hai hi nahi usse kya cheating kya loyality."

"Par maine usse waada kiya tha Shreya ki mai hamesha use chahunga, shaadi ke waqt maine jo kasme khaayi -"

"Wahin kasme tumne Kaya ko bhi di hai I guess." Shreya ne meri baat beech mein hi kaat te hue bola.