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I'm moving to jupiter

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                  !!!  RANT !!!

INTRO: Hey babes, im really sorry....i didnt update for awhile bc i was really depressed over the whole 'shawn and hailey dating stuff' ew ok even my fingers are feeling weird to type her name sheesh

SO, when i first saw the stupid rumor thing going all over the social medias i was god damned depressed, bc you see first of all i dont like hailey that much i mean really dont start fight with me its just my freaking opinion (sorry if its rude) but yeah like if you guys dont know about her, she went out with cameron and dated justin bieber for sometime and there are still pics of her smooching/kissing jb if you see her tagged pics in instagram and thats not my problem and many of my fellas in ig said she is a 'attention seeker' and 'gold digger' but tbh idk anything about her except she is a hoe (dont fight me im sayin again) and shawn deserves someone better than her, honestly ik its his life and decision but as a fan/lover (does that make sense? Well idc) i care about him tooo much than anything, i literally crying for past week and was really in mood out

Then i was really happy for the EMA'S i skipped my sch just to watch ema's live since the time zone problems, i stayed up all night to watch the live stream from 12am to 5am and cried/screamed when he got 4awards *-* and slept happily, then next morning worst thing happend which is shawn's selfie with rita and that bitch (dont want to say her name) i cried silently in my bed and reading all those 'confirmations' of their dating rumors in all the sources, that madison slut beer told everyone that they are 'official' and then some stupid mtv uk posted in their instagram account of confirming those rumors...i even deleted my instagram shawn's fp acc since i couldnt stand and see all those pics and videos of shawn and her in party (worst thing ever.) Omg

I cried at bathroom, school, literally everywhere!!! Shit i logged out of my all social medias bc everytime i see it breaks my heart bc GUYS HE DESERVES MUCH BETTER THAN HER!! LIKE REALLY SHAWN IS PURE, GENTLEMAN, KIND, SUCH A SWEETHEART obv she is using him

Then i logged into insta yesterday and saw shawn's interview about the dating rumors and he said "we are not dating, we were never dating" trust me i was like "OH MY LORD YES" i was really relieved but still not over the fact he was drunk and kissed her who know more than that....?

But yeah still its his life..but I CARE ABOUT HIM OK? So...yeah if you agree with me comment your opinions and thoughts and how was your reaction, otherwise dont start fight with me bc seriously im not in good mood and i dont want to hurt anyone!

I wish i could write more, but my mind is blank! Btw im moving to jupiter cos why not? The shitty fake ass world is killing me and im so done. School, medias, depression, stress all these stuffs are satan ugh

A/N: comment something idrc, anyw talk soon ya'll love you x

~Rin xo