I Understand

No More Second Chances

Time is of the essence

Yet you sit here

Begging for a second chance

But what have you done to deserve it?

I sit here with my hopes up high

Because you make a promise to me

And then you don't follow through with it.

I finally gave you a piece of my mind

and you try to call me.

I was hoping you could come see me instead

But of course not.

'You have things to do

That are holding you back.'

I dis the call and say I can't talk at the moment.

You text me saying that you'll call me back later.

And guess what you didn't do?

Call me back.

I wasn't going to answer anyways

But you told me you'd call me

After you knew I was upset

At you

For being a complete and utter DUMBASS

And not using common sense

In the sense of

How you need to stop crying about

everything you didn't do or that you aren't

And do something to fix it.

But your dumbass still didn't keep your word. 

And you expect me to talk to you?

To forgive you?

To pity you?

ITS BEEN THE SAME SHIT

FOR THE PAST 13 YEARS

OF MY GODDAMN LIFE, DAD!

OPEN YOUR GODDAMN EYES.

You've been in and out of jail almost every week

You missed you sons graduation

because you were driving without your license

That was confiscated by the police!

You say they're just out to get you

And that they hate you.

I FUCKING WONDER WHY!!

Oh, I'm sorry.

Didn't mean to make you upset.

I thought you'd actually grow a pair

By the middle of this

But here you are, still cowering around,

Begging for the forgiveness

That you never deserved.

I've given you a million and one second chances

And you blew

every

Single

One of them.

If you can't see that you hurt me

By now,

Then you're too blind

to see me leave.