~sadness throughout~

how to act (pt 1)

so sorry i've been gone.
no i haven't been fine.
i haven't been laughing.
i've been hiding in darkness.
i've plastered a smile on everyday.
it's so easy to fake things nowadays.
i've been trying coping techniques.
exercise? nope
writing ? nope
singing? kinda
dancing? no
the thing that's been helping is acting.
good thing i know how to be fake.
it's a good thing i know how to act.