~sadness throughout~

i cant do anything.

i'm not in control.
i cant help myself.
i have bad habits i can't break.
i've tried.
i get yelled at constantly.
i can't do anything to stop it.
i hate when people yell.
i have bad experience with those who yell.
i can't fucking deal with it.
anytime someone yells at me, i break down in tears.
over small things.
i try to get stable, but i can't.
i've tried telling so many people I love about my real feelings, but they get brushed off. I never really matter to anyone.

I cant do anything right

I've always found a way to disappoint everyone.