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Another Rant

I'm pretty depressed and pissed off right now so I'm ranting.

Oh yes, I love being called "cold" and "heartless" and "a psychopath." Why don't you call me that some more? I like being made fun of for having difficulty expressing my emotions when I was literally raised to not show sadness or fear or emotions like that! I was taught not to be soft or weak or pathetic so excuse me if I have some difficulty fucking doing that! I'm trying, but I can't always do it well. It took me a couple weeks before I was even fully comfortable saying "I love you" to my girlfriend! I love being laughed at for my opinions and beliefs. I love being made fun of for sharing something. I love being called weak and pathetic when I show emotion, but cold and heartless when I don't show emotion. And to think, most of this comes from my family. It's sad. I hate being at school, but some days I actually don't want school to end just so I don't have to go home.

Sorry once again for the rant. I just needed to.