random book of poems| ♡

b r o k e n

gravity is holding me down,

and it keeps lifting me off the ground

i thrive to find a place that's better,

yet, i know wherever i am,

it won't even matter

all these emotions are leaving behind scars,

and little do they know,

medicine can only go so far

i try to leave it all behind,

but they still remain inside my heart,

i try to loosen up over time,

but no one really knows that it's actually so hard.

people try, hence try,

but i still have these crazy thoughts

there are so many horrible things,

that by now,

all the happy things are lost.

there are so many reasons,

as to why,

i am broken

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sorry for not updating a lot. I guess you can consider what i have as writer's block? Anyway soon there will finally be a happy poem since xmas is right around the corner. 

btw- this was inspired by a song

                                                                                                   - melanie :)