I'm Sorry

Seven Deadly Sins

Seven Sins

Such a lovely face
A beautiful heart
Alluring words
Can spread your legs apart

A tired mind
A drained body
Not wanting to move
Oh, sorry

Greed green
Paper cotton
Love is money
Have you forgotten?

Foods alike
A crunching sound
Such savory tastes
Looks like I gained a pound

An angry soul
Such angry words
Love should die
Even birds

Wanting more
Nothing less
Needing more
I'm not obsessed

I did that
I'm better than you
It's not a lie
All I said is true...

Lust

He loves
I love
But does he really?
Or am I someone he's tired of?

Am I no longer needed?
Just used for entertainment?
One thing or another
He'll need a use of restrainment

Maybe it's because I ran
Or maybe it's something more
Shh, you can't tell anybody
About my wrists that are now sore

It's not because I want to,
Or... Maybe that's one reason
Maybe it's cause I love him
Or it could be that season

Are we mated for each other?
No we were made for one another
But he never thought of it like that
He took me entirely for a reason that differs

If someone asks
It's because I love him
But is it really?
Not because I wanted it?

My head is spinning,
His voice drives me crazy
The ever so soft touch
It makes my memories hazy

It makes me crave
My actions take control
I can't think it's outstanding,
Now what was my goal?

I wake up the next morning
He's right there beside me
I see he just uses me
But who cares? |You don't have to agree| (You don't care for my safety)

He says things to avoid the reality
He still holds and reacts to me
But really I'm the one that is trapped
Sooner or later, there is a time where I should leave...

Sloth

He says to do
He says go by
I really don't like this
Why can't I just die?

"My hands won't move"
I'd like to say
But I know he won't believe me
Because I don't do anything from day to day

My eyes seem to droop
You force me wide awake
You fear I won't wake up
That simply my life was fake

I cry because it hurts to move
I don't want to do anything
Don't wanna move just wanna sleep
For my work? I'll just hire an underling

Let me sleep until I die
Or let me free, I won't cry
But no you won't let me
My my, aren't you sly?

Do my work you say
I'll do it later I reply
But really I won't do it
So with that comes a sigh

So don't even try to force me
'Cause clearly I won't do it
You know I'll just lie down
Or even take a sit

"Leave me alone!"
I cry
But really you had a reason
Because I really did die...

Greed

The color of the glittering gold
I'm glad I can finally see
Oh hey you just used my glass
With that comes a fee

Give me what you have
For that it's only fair
All your possessions will be safe with me
Safe, within my care

Ah this feels right
But more I will need
But little did I know
That all this was drowning me...

Gluttony

I'm always always hurt
Always hurt to my core
I seem to be craving
All that is making me sore

I seem to grab,
I seem to want
All that I'm seeing
Is coming back to haunt

I can't seem to stop
They take it away from me
"You've already had enough!"
I get it, but they don't see

I still want something filling,
Something savory, something sweet,
I'm looking around for some
But now I'm hit with this scorching heat

The materials are running out,
But still I want more
I guess I should eat myself
I'll eat to my core...

Wrath

Don't even think of touching me
Of even going up to me
You think that I'm crazy?
Oh well you have hell left to see

I'm not upset,
It's just who I am
I just don't want to hang with you
So go on, just scram

I'm not angry,
I'm frustrated,
Your existence was a bore
I'm surprised you haven't been obliterated

I guess I'm just the crazy one here
Everything just pisses me off
You say that you're not?
And you're the type of people I cut-off...

Envy

Why must people always have the better?
Can't I just have something they own?
They always get the better one,
If only the things I have had grown

I just want this
But my mother won't get me that
What about my dad?
I need to get this ASAP

I never get anything,
I don't have anything
But now everything hurts now,
I just wanted everything...

Pride

You think you're so great?
I know for sure I'm better
I know I'm the best,
See in class I made the best letter

I work well with others
I have the best grades
Have the best parents
And even if I had to, I would never trade

My life is great,
My life is humble
Oh you say that I'm not?
Say that again and you'll just crumble...

A/n TOT I tried I honesty tried