Chapter 14
When you look back at your life are you happy with how it turned out?
Would you do anything differently?
Did you learn from the mistakes you've made?
I think back to all the pain I've endured.
How did I ever survive it.
How am I still here?
I could have died so many times, but I didn't.
I think about all the people I've lost.
Wishing I could see them one last time.
I wish I could tell them how much they meant to me.
I think about all the bullies that tormented me.
I wonder what they are doing now.
Are they successful, or did karma catch up to them?
Did the ones that broke my heart find love?
Each person that has came into my life changed me.
Some for the better, and some not so much.
I now realize without all that pain, without all the people, I wouldn't be who I am today.
I may not always be happy.
I may look at myself, and see all my flaws.
I still cry sometimes.
I still suffer from the pain.
I hate myself some days.
But I wouldn't change a thing.
I am who I am.
I am Here to help others.
I am strong.
I know now that there is nothing I can't survive.
I have been through a lot.
It taught me to cherish life, and never take anyone for granted.
I have a voice.
I can be heard.
I no longer need to be invisible.
